AUTHOR POV
Savitri started the new journey of her life, she looked ahead leaving all behind, sometimes the respect and importance of a being is understood only when they are far away from you.
Savitri faced a lot of challenges in the initial years of her life without her family, she wanted to be a woman who can shine even without a man.
But the saying is easier said than done, handling her small child alone, and working exhausted her, she was sure excelling in the world both emotionally and physically.
The hardship she faced without a man in her life made her life too difficult and made her realize the importance of how sheltered she was kept from the very beginning of her life, being always protected by her father than her man, she now realised how delusional her life has ever been.
The immature and naive, goody personality of savitri soon had to turn in a different one,the mockery and provocation she faced from society and people around her made her tear up her confidence and self esteem, for many times she thought of going back to her safe space that was aaditya but the face of her child reminded her of the fact that she can't loose herself again at least for her child.
Soon adapting the new busy life filled with love, laughter, warmth, happiness, sorrow and tears made her find the true self of savitri.
Shw lives in a beautiful estate that she made raghu buy for her, handling the business on fir front now she faced many hardship and challenges from the fellow business acquaintance who were all men, who felt too jealous and degraded by her success but this didn't bother savitri, she started enjoying her true outgoing self.
She sure use to miss aaditya and his love, the idea of her child sharing love with him too like a normal family crossed her many time, she had a guilt of separating her child from his father, but being selfish savitri chose her happiness this time, she didn't wanted to turn week, docile and naive types again in her life.
She wanted to be know fir her self as just savitri thakur not savitri the wife of sarkaar of village, the daughter of a rich man of a village, she wanted to be herself which she never felt before, slowly she started getting the recognition she deserves she felt happy and proud, looking at her son she felt proud of the fact that she is not an unknown personality that is lost in someone's house and heart.
Savitri lived with dai maa in her house whi helps her looking after shreyansh her son, who is exact replica of her father,the habits, possessiveness for her, the dominant character her son picked was truly of aaditya, she felt happy in her heart to have someone who didn't made her feel alone and sad.
Every night she had someone presence to crawl to, she woke up everyday with the same face looking at her with love filled eyes, someone who irritated her sometimes, who made her do anything to his will the one who ruled her heart, her son shreyansh aditya thakur.
Living beside a city, savitri soon found her passion she felt like studying and having new hobbies, but business and Motherhood did consumed her entire days and night completely, she took out time to study politics and business to have a better hand to help her in business that was getting bigger day by day,
she made sure to take out time for singing every saturday and sunday a routine of mother and son to spend together to learn the melodious classical tune that could calm ones mind and heart, she wanted her son to understand and express emotions freely hence choosing music to create a hobby for her young monster.
Savitri passed her matric in the second year when she shared the thought of studying while being tensed to be a bad mother because she knew adding to her already filled plate she might compromise somewhere but on encouragement of dai maa and raghu who promise to handle and share her burden ahe felt truly grateful.
Once nervous savitri explore the mountains of study she felt truly enjoying herself, the excitement and happiness she felt when she was able to make her child learn own her own, the first time she wrote her name in English she felt out of the world, truly fir her it was one of the best feeling.
She taught her growing son the English and hindi alphabet own her own being independent that what she felt by these minute acts that give her immense happiness when she saw her child, who truly had dependence on her, he gaze her at every single time that she knows everything, that made her felt proud on herself too, truly her child was her world.
The little boast in confidence from her child made her study further and further, she now find her true interest in business and politics, the dependence on raghu for most of her business slowly started subsiding making all them happy and proud of savitri.
The love she felt for aaditya didn't fade away it grew day by day as his absence was the only thing that was left a piece left in her beautiful perfect picture of her life and family.
