Psychogenesis Series I: Dealing with a Psycho

Prologue

Prologue

 

Psychogenesis; A cause of psychological disorder.

 

 

Psychogenesis; Ang simula ng pagkabaliw. Kababaliwan.

 

He left me with a message stating that he loves me eternally. He left me with a hug full of warmth, a kiss filled with love and his heart named MINE.

He left me with a ring in my finger.

 

 

He left me with promises.

He left me hanging. Standing, waiting.

He left me dumbfounded and with lots of questions concealed in my head.

Now, I’m facing my new world. I’m literally moving on without me remembering HIS left and broken promises.

I faced a world of a new job, new career, new friends, and a new face.

New me that is strong enough to wash away those heartaches that are only remnants of the past.

But am I ready to face a world that offers a new life filled with obstacles? A new timeline that kept on bringing me back from my previous world.

A new set of friends, a new set of life, a new set of career, and a new set of heart that offers unending love.

Will I accept the newly polished heart in replacement of my broken and bandaged one?

 

 

The New one came, I felt love, I felt cared, I felt special. Yet He, he kept on pestering me. He kept on bringing me back to OUR past.

 

 

 

I loved him. He ‘said’ he loves me still.

 

 

I love him. She loves him. Who will he choose?

 

 

He came back when I was already with him, with the guy I dealed with. But when the time that I was already falling once again, she appeared, he suddenly vanished and he, my past who pesters me as always, was responsible of making my heart confused once again.

Crazy life isn’t it?

This is my mazed being; a successful psychologist graduate and a full-time counselor at the moment who fell in love with two guys at the same time facing the consequences she never though of dealing with.

Can I counsel my own self? My heart needs it. Am I able to apply my therapies for my crazy world of chasing cupid?

Nah, Maybe not.

                                               

I’m Alia Xyra Sy.

A Counselor/Therapist.

And here I am, dealing with a PSYCHO.

 

 

Who’s the Psycho? It’s for me to know and for you to find out.