Solitude

Night

TRIGGER WARNING / MENTIONS OF SH, SH 

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Raven 

As me and Maggie are still in the room with Beth Everyone walks by the open door talking about how someone isnt here yet. Maggie looks at me and i give her a confused look, we stand up and follow everyone out to the kitchen

"Well head out first thing in the morning" Shane says, and look around as me and Maggie sit down "Who's not here yet?" I ask and i can tell by the way Maggie's fidgeting she wants to know to "Glenn and Rick" T-Dog says as he looks around i look at shane and tilt my head up "why are they gone, where are they' Maggie says as she also looks around "where's my dad?" she asks and Andrea is the one to speak up "Thats who there out looking for" she says and looks at Maggie

I get up out of my seat and open the curtains of the window next to me. Its pitch black outside, it's a good thing we can see from the lampposts Hershel has in his yard. Midnight is the worst time to go out, i mean you can't see unless you have a flashlight and the walkers are more active at night. Rick should know that.

"You're telling me they're out there right now! And nobody knows where they are" i say my voice getting a bit louder with every word "Lori" Carol calls out but all we get is silence "Lori" She calls again but nothing "Carl when's the last time you saw your mom" Shane asks and he looks at me and then to Shane "This afternoon" He says as he puts his fork down "she was worried about Rick earlier" Andrea said we all get up and look for her "Has anyone seen Daryl" i ask and Carol looks at me "on the outskirt of the farm" she says and i nod my head and open the door and go to find Daryl.

I follow the smoke on the outskirts hoping that it's Daryl.. But when I get there, I see an empty tent, but the fire is still hot and I look up and gasp at the rabbit just looking at me. Well atleast i know he's not hungry, and then the farther down i get of the string of small creatures it's the ears from when we were looking for sophia "you really had to keep these huh" i whisper to myself and then i hear a snap and i look to the right and i'm met with blue eyes i gasp "god, whats wrong with you" i ask him but he just looks away "what are you doing here" he asks and i look at him and put my hand on my hip "could ask you the same thing" i tell him and he just walks away

"Why do you have a tent out here, you're pulling away aren't you" i tell him and he stops walking but doesnt turn around "you think that little girl was your fault" i ask i can see the his jaw muscle as he slightly turns his head to face me until he finally does and it was so quick that i didn't see him "Just go i don't want you here, nobody does!" he yells out but i just give him a blank stare, i know he's hurting and if the way to make him feel better is to yell at me, then take it out on me.

"Your afraid, Your afraid" he tells me as he gets closer to my face but i speak up "seems like your trying to convince yourself that your not afraid but everyone else is" i say to him as i push him back a little "i am afraid Daryl, but so are you" i tell him and he looks at me he gets so close to me that i can feel his body heat radiating on me, i can see the pulse in his neck "i am afraid sweetheart" he says as he pulls me close by my waist and his hand grabs my cheek and pulls me in "Daryl" i whisper on his lips as his graze mine "i know, i know" he says as he finally pulls me in. My right hand goes to his chest and my other to his cheek as I pull him in deeper to me Our tongues dance together, he drops his hands to the back of my thigh and hoists me up. I let a moan slip out but he swallows it. He carries me back to the tent and lays me down on the floor as he sits up and zips the tent closed.