BGM: Ghost Of You
Summer's ended and without a trace
time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thougt I walked on through
with my heart in one
Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you
How I tried to get you of my mind
but you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
like the fool I am
Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you
I've been trying to release you
to get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
even if I know i should back away
It's just a part of me that I can't erase
Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you
Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I'm still reminded
(the ghost of you)
Anywhere I go I keep coliding with
(the ghost of you)
I've given up I just can't fight it
(the ghost of you)
Everytime I look away I see
the ghost of you
Hanggang ngayon masakit pa din. Hindi ko pa rin siya nakakalimutan. Hanggang ngayon nangungulila pa din ako ng pagkawala niya. Iniisip ko kung bakit sa lahat ng taong nasa mundo sa amin pa talaga nangyari ang ganito. Bakit kailangan mangyari ang ganito? Bakit?
"Why is there suffering?" This is a question that has been wrestled with by a great number of people over the centuries. "Why GOD let us to suffered?"
Bakit nga ba? Bakit niya kailangan gawin ito sa akin? Hindi niya ba ako mahal? Mali ba ang magmahal?
"GOD loves us, that's why he gives us trials for us to be a strong children of him. For we can faced any challenges that we might encounter and to have faith on him. To trust him that's why he gives us this trials. Have strength, have faith, and to trust him"
Matapos ko marinig ang homily ni father nalinawan ako ng lahat ng bagay. Hindi man neto maalis ang lungkot at sakit na nararamdaman ko. Alam kong nandyan lang sila para bantayan ako. Naniniwala at nagtitiwala ako sa kanya. Hahayaan ko ng siya ang gumawa ng kapalaran ko dahil alam ko di niya ako pababayaan dahil alam kong mahal niya ako.
Matapos ang misa ay nagpaalam na ako sa kanya.
BINABASA MO ANG
Tomorrow Never Comes (Published)
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