hybrid

chapter 7

I soon as I get home a run to my room and cry. I stay there hours , I sadly went to something I thought was in the past I got a razor and gave my self one good cut on my wrist. The girls left and brought me like five tubs of my favorite ice cream flavors. we sat in my room and Kira is just looking at something, I knew where her attention went

"Kira what up with you" Niki asked

"I'm gonna hurt you girl" Kira said yanking my arm

"Wha--" Niki said till she realize my arm

"Jay why don't do that to yourself" Niki said hugging me

"I'm sorry Im just not my self anymore" I said starting to cry again

"I got a plan "Niki said looking at Kira

"Bad. Bitch .mode" they said in unison

                       JACOB POV

I just look at ray and he is so ...not his crazy self.

"Yo bro you need someone to vent to " I said coming in his room , which was basically pitch black

" Nahh I'm OK"he said

"Now I now u lying"I said closing his room door

"Fine, jayana has been on my mind for the longest, but  the weird thing is I barely know her and I don't know I ran away like that ,I guess there is just something different about her you know and the way she looked at me with so much hurt but I really don't know how to make it up to her , like she would ever forgive me , shit I wouldn't forgive me " he said sighing

" I got a plan , how about  Tomorrow first period you try and talk to her "I told him

"And if that doesn't work " he said

"You keep trying " I said

"What about jade" he said fidgeting with his fingers

"Your just talking to the girl not low key dating her" I giggled

"Alright ,you know you and her look alike a little" he said as I walked out his room.

  ..........the next day...,,,........

I woke up and smelt my hair, ewwww , I got up went to the bathroom and started washing it . I did the rest of my hygiene routine and put on a purple  v-neck and tan cargos with purple vans and I rebraided my hair and jacob came into my room .

"You ready to talk to her, man" Jacob said leaning against the doorway

"Just a little shaky " I said picking up my book bag

"Ha, perfect" he said walking away laughing

I took my sweet time getting to school and I see what I thought was a new girl ......I was wrong

It was JAYANA

                 _____________JAYANA POV________________
I woke up put our action to plan . Kai tells me to put on some ripped up black skinny jeans a white tight crop top ,a leather jacket and black combat boots I flat ironed my hair and put it in a high ponytail .

Now that's what you call badass

I make my way down stairs and the girls just look at me in awe

" ooh sookie sookie" Kira said elbowing Niki lightly

"Get it girl" Niki said snapping her fingers in a zig zag motion

We left and went to school I was ready for the worst , you know to be the laughing stock of school. We got to school and stood in front on the stairs and I turn around to see the last person I wanted to see......RAYAN