Essence P.O.V
I woke up this Morning to see Issa sleeping in the rocking chair in the room. So I got up to wake his big head long dread sexy self up. ISSA THE HOUSE ON FIRE I said This nigga woke up so damn fast would have thought he caught whiplash then this nigga has the nerve to fucking lift me up and put me on his Shoulder. Where where is the the fire he asked me.
Nigga there aint no fire why you in my room what da hell you want I asked Issa. We gotta talk He told me. About what I asked I sure as hell gotta lot of questions this morning. We cant mess around anymore I cant do this to my dad. Is this nigga insane he wasnt worried about his dad when we were messing around thats exactly what im gonna tell this green eyed nigga.
You wasnt worried about your dad when this started I said. This nigga got me fucked up if he think he gonna do me like this for real. I wont let this happen I've been through too much and I love Issa too much to let him go.
Yeah I wasnt but he told me how much he loves you last night Issa told me
Nigga probably scared as fuck that his dad gonna find out and because he "loves" me so much that he gonna kill us both not gonna happen.
And you got scared and decided to end what we have I said
I'm not scared I feel gulity he said
This is a bunch of bull shit if things was gonna end this way he should have just left me alone maybe I wouldnt be second guessing me marrying Jason. I love him but I love Issa more. I dont know what to do anymore.
I dont know why,Im not gulity I know your dad is doing the same thing I told him
So you just using me to get back at my dad He said looking hurt
I couldnt believe the words that just came out his mouth. Did he really think that bad of me right now thatbhe would think I was using to him to get back at him I would never Now I'm hurt I cant believe he thinks that about me
No I care bout you I couldnt do that to you I told him truthfully
Then prove that you care about I'm sick of sharing you with my dad He told me
What Am I supposed to do I care about both of you dont make me choose I said
Well I'm gonna choose for you than We are done He told me with hesitation but sincerity in his eyes
I dont know what came over me put I slapped him how could he, He knows how I feel about this while situation and for him to do me like this is just straight bull shit
Fuck you Issa, you know I cant decided who I want to be with I yelled
Well let me help you Listen to your heart and if your heart says to be with me dont say shit to me cause im sick of the games I dont want this anymore He yelled right back at me and walked out the room
Im just standing her looking stupid. Whats going on how did my life end up this way. I started off with a crush on Issa since freshman year than we had that school project and his dad came home and let me tell you when he said hello to me I was wet instanly than Issa went to the bathroom and he asked me for my number and ever since than we have been talking now look at us now we are engaged and im fucking his son.
Baby we are you Jason yelled looking for me
I'm in the third guest room I yelled to him
He came in looking sexy as hell in just basketball shorts I wanted to attack his sexy ass as soon he stepped foot in the door damn two fine men in one house I was interputted from my thoughts when Jason said something to me
