dark night,
the pen is still
in
my hand,
i'm sinking
into the depths
of my own
choices,
like a rock
reaching
the
deepest
part of
the sea
you were fragile
as the lightest glass
and I had to
hold you
but I threw you
out of my sight,
the roses were never
in bloom
i'll spend the night
wandering
where did i go wrong?
if only there was a
map
i'd trace it back
to x
and put a
check like that,
until the day
i wake up
and face
what i changed
myself, i am
still intrigued
by your glorious
hands
don't call me silly
'cause once
they were on me,
i stole the comfort
of your
white pillow
walls
one touch
we both get
destroyed
were we not strong?
to face the flaws
in our love life?
i don't wanna
hit you
again
'cause now
we are both messed up
it's an
arrow that
we missed
it ran another
path
nobody said
it was
gonna be
easy
but i never
meant to
make it
hard
-C
