Dear Nobody | ✔

Fourteen

Dear nobody,

I'm sorry dear love.

I'm sorry for all my wrong doings.

I'm sorry for breaking her heart.

She felt invisible and sadness.

I felt guilt and longing.

She felt sorrow and madness.

I felt as if I should just scoop her up

And kiss her.

But I can't.

Because I know guys like me

Aren't meant for her love.

I would always be with her dear love.

I was never gone.

Nor could I forget her either.

She was my everything.

My whole craved her.

She was perfect for me.

But why did I leave her alone

In the dark cruel world?

I wish I know the answer to that.

She told me not to do it.

Did I listen?

No.

I was drowning in my own emotions

To even care about hers.

I meant what I said.

I was never worth her time.

I was never enough.

I was never meant to be there with

Her.

I was never perfect for her.

And in all honesty,

I was nothing without her.

I missed the times when we

Stargazed together.

With her beside me

With adoration in her eyes

But now?

I could never see it again.

I'm sorry dear love.

She was better off

Without me.

I was only a waste for her.

Even if she knew how I am today.

I cannot bear to live