I was on fb as usual browsing the groups and pages. On Random page I saw a post "DID any1 missing me ?".I just commented "Nope I didn't miss you".So came to know the page admin as Zoyiiii. One fine day I did commented on her page post I got a reply as smiling Smiley." to be noted I had a habit( Which I consider as bad,y am saying this later on you will come to know) to catch the persons mood by their comment,msg.As soon as I saw her comment I didn't find it joyful smile,"In reply I said what happen u r looking upset" but she denied of the fact. After forcing her she said am not feeling well.So as a medico student I advised her to take few tablets n go for sleep,she said yes n went off.As I look after her 2-3 days taking care of her n advising her tips to stay healthy.Then after few days I deactivated my FB I'd. She felt that I had left the page and then started searching my ID she found another ID of mine which I use very rarely. She msg me did you left the page, i said i didn't left the page i Just Deactivated my Id.She said i thot I had done some mistake that's the reason you have deactivated the id.Then I said nothing like that you just chill.Then we started chatting with each other,some times i used to pick up her mood n ask the reason what happen, then she use to discuss the problems of her.I just then started looking after her taking care of her, she sometimes get amazed n says to me"am surprise koi kaise kisi ka mood jaan sakta hai utni dur rehne k bawajood". I used to say her bas kisi k comment ya msg mere dimgh me awaaz bankar gunjti hai jisse mjhe mood ka pata chaljata hai.She used to have her bf @2pm her full schedule is messed up.So i ask her to have bf at home at morning 10 'o' clock and to never skip her dinner.Zoyii's heart is full of innocence.she followed my her words.One day I asked her did you had your BF n dnr "she says han kisi ne kaha hai mjhe apna khayal rakhne kliye so sab time pe horaha hai." On usual chat I said am committed she got upset then she said" oye ladke tum single kyn nhi ho". she did had some untold feelings for me which she hidden from me. Han pyaari hai wo masoom hai saaf dil ladki hai uski baatein,uski harkatein maano k jisne b suni use wo hansne par majboor hojate hain.phr yun huwa k uski hansi, uski baatein sab khone lagi....wo ek dum se chup chup si hogayi... :( :'(
Hmmmm yeah...I started feeling guilty of myself as her smile is fading. I did say sorry for breaking her heart.I apologize her for breaking her heart.But...ohh guys..what can I say about this girtl.. with all her innocence she said" Han mjhe aapse mohabbat hogayi thi" but shukar hai shuruwaat me hi sambhal gayi mein" n dil toot ta jab tab koi wada kiya hota... but I knew her feelings are still same. Whenever she feels upset or angry she used to call me "Aey_ladke " this word just bring smile on my face all the time.As on random chat she says "nhi, bhulgayi me dawai khana" to this is replied "han bhul hi jaoge ek din mjhe b aise hi"....again she took my breath away by saying" yahi to problem hai bhool nhi parahi hu tumhe"badtameez". I said "Aey ladki bhuljaogi aap mjhe ek din" bas meri ek baar apki frnd Jaishu se baat karwado...I said this beacuse I want to make sure that after me she doesnt feel loneliness aur dont get upset n i want someone to took care of her....She said" with aal her innocence n cuteness acha thik pakka mere dimgh se apni yaad mitadoge na"....this made me cry coz of me she is broken her smile is faded.. sab uske frndz usko bubly zoyii bulate...."ek din usne kaha k mein ne aapke baare me meri frnd jaishu ko bataya, Jaishu mjhepe bohat chillayi mjhpe bohat gussa huwi n mjhe samjhaya Zoyii tujhe kya hogaya tu pehle aisi nhi thi aajkal khamosh rehne lagi ho,zyada baat nhi karti ho,kisi ko satati nhi ho...bhul ja us ladke ko yaad nhi kar ..tu us ladke per depend hoti jarahi hai kisi din wo nhi rahega to tukya karegi" ye sab zoyii ne mjhe sunaya n kaha k mjhe aapse dur jana hai aap par depend nhi hona hai". Then one day I spoke to jaishu she said "I hate you coz apne meri freind zoyi ko khamosh kardiya wo aisi nhi thi, aajkal gumsum khamosh rehne lagi hai, wo bohat khubsurat hai aur dunya uske peeche padhi aur wo pagal aapke peeche padi hai..please chale jaiye aap zoyii se dur". I didnt have any words to say as am guilty for breaking Zoyii's heart and I apologize Jaishu for breaking her frnd Zoyii's heart and I did ask her to take care of zoyii and help her in restoring all her smiles,getting back her to life which she lives before she met me, and at last i did said Jaishu to convey my salaam to Zoyiii and aske her to block me from her id. This is all happens...This girl Zoyii has lots of innocence filled in her, lots of sweetness,lots of childish nature....This is how the story has ended but on happy note as well as on sad note as both lost a precious gems of friendship... :( :)
