Living with the Winchesters [rewriting and editing]

Chapter 24

I sat in the waiting room, tapping my fingers on my leg.

How could Sam do that? He probably thinks I don't care about them because I left. Hell, he probably thinks this is my fault.

Well... It kinda is, I guess. I should've just told Damon I loved him back. I would've done anything he asked if I knew he was gonna do this.

I heard footsteps and looked up to see Sam approaching me. I quickly stood and my first instinct was to run into his arms. But before I could, he shook his head.

"What are you doing here?" He questioned, giving me a confused but angry look.

"Bobby told me Dean was hurt." I answered. "Is he okay? What happened?"

Sam sighed loudly. "Why do you care? You showed your true feelings when you left us."

I furrowed my eyebrows. "What? I left to clear my head."

"Yeah," Sam agreed. "And because of that, my brother is lying in a hospital bed, and I don't know when or if he's gonna wake up!"

His voice had gotten louder, earning us a few angry shush's from the nurses.

"I understand it may be my fault, Sam," I sniffed, feeling the tears coming. "But I didn't leave because I didn't love you, okay. I missed you guys so much. Even today I realized where I belong is with you guys. I love you, Sam. I really love you. And I love Dean. I love you both more than anything in this world. If I got to start my life over again, I would make sure I ended up with you two again, no matter what."

He took a step forward and wiped away the tears streaming down my cheeks. It was so cliché, and I couldn't help but smile up at him. I probably looked ugly, smiling and crying at the same time.

He pulled me into his arms and I hugged him tight. I didn't realize exactly how much I missed being in his arms.

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Usually when people are asleep in a hospital, they look peaceful. Except Dean. He looked... upset? It's hard to tell but it's easy to see that he doesn't want to be here, even in his sleep.

Sam told me what happened, and that Dean hit his head pretty bad, and he's been out since yesterday. The doctors said that it shouldn't take long for him to wake up.

Sarah also hit her head (who cares), and has a few cuts and bruises (no one cares), as does Sam, but it's not that bad so they'll both be fine.

"Remember when you were in the hospital?" I reminded Sam. He was sitting in another chair across from me. I had a perfect view of Dean so I could see any small movement he made.

Sam nodded and smiled. "Of course. We had our second kiss."

I had taken a drink out of my cup of water and nearly spit it back out. He remembered? Did he keep count of our kisses?

He chuckled. "And then you cuddled up with me in my bed and I just held you and watched you sleep."

I rolled my eyes, taking another sip. "Well that's not creepy at all."

I can't explain how much I missed Sam. All I wanted to do was stare at him, which was exactly what I was doing right now.

He have me a weird look. "And I'm the creep."

"Shut up," I mumbled, inwardly grinning.

Suddenly, Dean groaned, and we were at his side in a flash. "You two act like a couple of lovesick puppies." His voice was deep and groggy, and I couldn't help but laugh.

He blinked a few times before looking at me and touching my cheek. "I missed you," I said quietly.

"I know," he nodded.

What a little shit.

He slowly sat up, and tried to stand, but Sam and I stopped him. Typical Dean. Always ready to get up and back in the fight.

"Wait, Dean," Sam sat him down. "You could pass out again."

Dean nodded them looked at me like he was expecting an explanation. "So... You okay?"

"I am," I sighed, contently. "I'm just glad you're both okay."

"Are you back for good? Or do you still need some thinking to do?"

I shook my head. "No more thinking. I'm home."

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