Dark bedroom,pacing for hours without a rest,cold sweat,chattering teeth from the nervousness,stomach turning on a dime with each thought,headaches but throwing the tylenol bottle across the room. Silent screams of desperation to know what is happening caught in your throat,making it hurt from swallowing them hard. Panicking for hours,fingers clawing at your skin for a sensation to feel besides the guilt of not being able to do a thing.
