Last Kiss (2023-2025)

reasons why jeremiah is better than conrad + extra

1. Jeremiah is emotionally available

Jeremiah is open about his feelings for Belly from early on. He expresses his love clearly and consistently, while Conrad often hides his emotions or pushes her away.

2. He makes her feel secure

Belly feels safe and wanted with Jeremiah. He doesn't play hot-and-cold games like Conrad sometimes does, which gives her emotional stability.

3. He's her best friend

Jeremiah and Belly share a deep friendship. They laugh together, hang out comfortably, and have years of inside jokes—forming a strong foundation for a relationship.

4. He chooses her without hesitation

While Conrad struggles with timing and commitment, Jeremiah is willing to choose Belly above all else—even when it's complicated.

5. He supports her happiness

Jeremiah often puts Belly's happiness above his own, whether it's comforting her or encouraging her dreams. He shows up for her consistently.

6. They have more fun together

Belly often seems more relaxed and joyful around Jeremiah. Their energy is playful and light, which contrasts with the more brooding and tense vibe she shares with Conrad.

7. He doesn't run away from problems

Jeremiah tends to face things head-on, whereas Conrad withdraws or avoids difficult conversations, especially in earlier parts of the story------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Dear Diary,

I've been thinking a lot lately—probably too much—about everything that's happened with Conrad and Jeremiah. It's not easy. I've loved them both, in different ways. But if I'm being honest with myself, there are so many reasons why Jeremiah might actually be better for me.

He tells me how he feels—no guessing games.

With Jere, I never have to sit there wondering, "Does he care?" He shows me. He tells me. All the time. Conrad? Half the time I feel like I'm decoding some mystery novel.

He's my best friend.

Jere's been there through everything—laughing with me, crying with me, just being there. We get each other in this effortless way, and it's not always so serious. With Conrad, everything feels heavier.

He actually chooses me.

Jeremiah doesn't wait until it's too late. He doesn't need time to "figure things out." He knows he wants me. That counts for a lot.

I smile more when I'm with him.

And not just polite smiles—real, stupid, giddy ones. I feel light with him. Like I don't have to carry the whole world.

He doesn't make love feel like a heartbreak.

Conrad's love is deep, sure. But it always seems to come with pain, confusion, and waiting. Jeremiah's love feels like peace. Like home.

So why does my heart still ache when I think of Conrad? Maybe I'll always love him in some way. But maybe loving someone isn't enough... maybe it's about who shows up. And Jeremiah always shows up.

Love,

Belly