Anything and everything. But nothing

-------- running--------

*gasping*

I ran as fast as I could. Don't know where I was going but I have get out of here... Away where I can't be seen or noticed. The string bag was carefully wrapped around my wrist as I ran even faster down the dark alley way where M.O.T.S garages would be placed under the train bridge for eagarly for there car to be fixed. I just kept running and jumped right over piled parked cars. One by one yells for the occupiers. "what da he'll du yu fink ur doin man" follow by "dirty likkle rasa finkin I'll have things lyk dat" funny enough she did. Stupid woman.

I paused. I wasn't being chased but he's always-

I was grabbed, then shoved to the floor. "what's going on?" he caught me!

Roman- yu thought yu could get away dat easily?

Me- well yea kinda-

slapped crossed my beak oh so suddely.

Roman- shut ya beak... Only beecoz ur ma bedrin il leave yu for now! Finish eim off!

-------- 2 days before-------

mama aff- I told chu before! Stop ur nosense! U got brains child! Stop wastin it like ur budda Roman. Dat boy didn't get that stupidness from me! He git it from to fada. Dats why he's facing life in prison! Is that wah ya want cashaun?!

Me- nah ma.

Mama- yes!? Then get ur rass tu skool and dun giv me dis stress no mre!

I stood at 6 ft 1 and only 13. Mama was only 5 ft so I had to sit down anytime she wanted to discipline me. Don't blame her I was tall for no reason. I mean maybe because of my genes and all that b.s but I'm feared because it. Still looking like I'm in my twenties don't faze me. Roman walks in the kitchen where mama was making her famous rice and peas, that might be the reason he storms in.

Roman- I heard ma name.

Me- it's nuffn.

Mama aff- I was jus tellin cashaun what a disgrace you are to this family!

Oh here we go again.

Roman- disgrace?! I'm dah only one dat brings money in dis f@£kin house so u beta shut that trap.

Mama- how dare yu... Yu likkle waste child! Listen ere nd listen gud!! I don't want yu in dis house every again! Take ur so called money! Take ur flithy rass! And get out ma house!

Roman- this is my fardaz house! U can't turf me!!

Mama- so where's ur so called farda?! Huh? Now he's got ur running the sh£t he got in pen for! Yu stoopid or waht?! Hmm? Coz a smart person like cashaun wouldn't drop out ta skool for no drug game.

Roman- I did waht I had to do to keep this place yu call yo house! I am the f£&kin breadwinner in this house hold and dere is nuffn yu can do about it,

this went on for ages. I actually dished up som food for myself, sat on the setty and watching them argue until it was like nine, fifty time for me to go to "skool" as they say.

I rocked black Nike max's and a mac coat black also with the skool uniform. Enough said about that. I yelled bye just before I shut the door to leave my "fardaz" house.

Me- woah!

Keisha stood right infront of me.

Me- what's up with people all up pon ma face!

Keisha- don't get Haps coz a boom gyal came up close tu yu!

Me- whoa you expect alot from itself dnt you?

Keisha- shut up shaun! Where's your brother??

Me- he's busy

locking the door behind me.

Keisha- well... Doing waht!!

Me- non of your business. and what business you got wit ma brova?? Get ur year 9 rass to skool before I tell ur mom ur hanging with the big boys!

Keisha- I dare you! Step into the snitch cru. And watch what happens to you...

She walks cajj. Away from me.

Me- *laughing* is that a threat?? Kmt.

i adjusted my nike bag and made my way to school.waiting for the 36 bus from camberwell, some next fool decided to start talking to me. some girl covered in all black attire and a bandana. not serious. i was just stunned at the blatant ish she's pulling. i dont know who she thinks she is. can't talk just yet this girl starts talking.

girl- wagwan

me- excuse me?

girl- sell any white?

me- i'm dark chocolate actually

girl- no you fool!!! cocaine! silly!

she's a fed.

me- i dont know who you think your talking to but.... i don't do desparate girls.

girl- *left brow twitching* ok i'll go find your brother then.... cashaun.

how did she know my name? undercover my back crustatious foot.

people these days just don't don't know how to do things the right way anymore... just now that woman if she dares go near Roman, she's dead... and he's angry even worse. she's underground now. that's just the way it is. in my family, brudda's cru now, my life.