Double Life | Jussie Smollet || Jamal Lyons

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Jamal

"Jamal, I don't know why you hiding . Just come out and tell her,  I can't share you, especially with a female." Michael said to me

"I'll tell her, I will Michael, Just give me some time. I can't just come out and say, "Uh babe our life has been an entire lie I'm gay." I'm not sure how she gone re-act considering I been with her for five years, And honestly I'm not even sure I want to let that go." I told him

He sighed, "Do you love her? What you mean you dont want to let that go?"

I paused and looked at him.

"Jamal.." he trailed off grabbing my face kissing me, "Do you love her?"

"Of course, Michael. I mean, she's family. She's my friend."

"You know what I mean, Jamal, I mean do you love her?"

"Honestly, I dont kno." I lied

Yes,  I love her. I actually love her.

"I don't know if I can be with you like this Jamal." he said getting up

I pulled him back, "Where you going?"

"Home."

"Nawl, dont leave, baby listen I love you. I dont love her." I told him just to make him stay

He looked at me, "How do I know that?"

I smirked, "C'mere lemme show you."

I grabbed his hand pulling him to the couch, hovering over him and I began kissing him, he kissed me back passionately, I took my shirt off and kissed his neck, The kiss was getting heated until I heard keys rattling in the door

"Fuck." I said getting up

"Whose that?"

"Its her. fix yourself up."

He nodded going to the bathroom, Angel came in the house.

"Her babe, whose car is in the drive way?"

"A friend of mines stopped by." I told her

She nodded and sat Jamille's bag on the counter,

"You have fun?" I asked grabbing Jamille out her arms pecking her lips

Michael came out and stopped when he seen us, I kissed her one last time before pulling a way.

"Oh hey." she said to Michael

He faked a smile, "Hey, you must be-"

"Angel?"

"Yeah, Angel. I'm Michael."

"Nice to meet you, I'm making dinner if you want to stay?"

"Nawl, I got to get home." he said

"alright, nice meeting you."

"Same."

He walked out,

"I'll be back,  alright?"

She nodded and I went outside, "Listen baby,  you know I'm really sorry."

"Jamal, its me or her. I can't take this back and forth shit anymore." he said

"Michael, she's my wife. Of course I have to be there for her and even if I leave her she's still going to be apart of my life. Whether you like it or not." I told him

"Our five years we been together was a lie for 3 years, I just found out you're married. She will be fine, tell her." he demanded

"DID yoi just give me an ultimatum .?" I asked him

"Yes. Its her or me."

"I dont like ultimatums and I will tell her when I want to tell her." I said walking back Into the house,  closing and locking the door behind me

"You okay? " Angel asked laying Jamille in the play pin

"Yeah." I said going over and pulling her to me, "Hows your leg?"

"Better, Hakeem told me what you did. I know I messed up but I don't want you two fighting! You're brothers and you're all eachother got."

"I have you." I said looking down at her

"Yeah, you do but baby its nothing like family by blood."

"I'll think about it, give me a kiss. "

She looked up at me and smiled, kissing my lips. .I kissed back.

"I missed you." I told her

She smiled against my lips, "I wasn't even gone that long."

"You saying I can't miss you?"

"Didnt say that." she said smirkinh

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