The Irwin sisters | 5 Seconds of Summer

Chapter 61

26 of july

Emily's POV

I woke up with a banging headache. I looked around and cal was sleeping. I got up and walked to Ashley's room and she was gone, her clothes are hone. Everything.

I ran downstairs and there as a note on the front door

By the time you find this. I would be gone. I know i haven't said a proper good bey but i couldn't. I have gone away. Sometimes it better to move away. You are probably confused as of why i have left. Luke will explain that. I just want to tell you that i love you all.

It breaks my heart to have left and not be able to see you again. Maybe someday i will but wont be for a long time. Don't worry about me. Ill be fine.

Please do not take it out on Luke. Even though you think you should. Don't. It will make things worse. be all happy for me. Please?

I lobe you all and see you soon
Ashley

"N-no" i said sliding down the wall covering my mouth and crying "ASHLEY" I screamed

"EMILY WHATS WRONG?" I heard Calum say running over to me "ashley she is gone. Gone" i said crying "what why?" He said "i dont know luke knows" i said getting up and running to his room

"LUKE YOU FUCKING IDIOT. ITS ALWAYS YOU INIT?" I said hitting him "what? Ow stop! Whats wrong?" He said

"ASHLEY HAS GONE BECAUSE OF YOU" i said hitting him and Calum pulled me back "CALUM LET GO" i screamed "no stop" he said and i hugged him crying

"whats all the shouting about?" Said Ashton

"Shes gone" i said "who?" Said Ashton "Ashley" said Calum "what why?" He said

"I don't know she said Luke knew" i said "Luke tell us know" said Ashton while Michael and ella walked in "what's wrong!" Said ella "ashley she is gone" i said "what no" said ella covering her mouth while tears streamed down her face

She hugged Michael

"LUKE KNOW!" Screamed Ashton "i can't remember let me think" he said

Then his eyes widen and covered his mouth "oh no" he said "WHAT IS IT?" I said

"Oh no no no no" he said getting teary "LUKE WHAT IS IT? PLEASE WHAT IS IT?" I said i have never cried so much in my life

"She. I. She. Oh god" he said "LUKE" we all screamed "she told me she was pregnant and i told her to get rid of it" he said crying "you what?" Said Michael "she ran off afterwards and i never saw her again from then. I felt so bad i got drunk" he said

"She was pregnant?" I said and Luke nodded.

"Oh my god" i said hugging Calum "i knew I should of stopped her" said Calum "what do you mean" i said

"She told me to promise her to look after you and to never hurt you" i said "she told me the same" said Michael "is that what she told me when she came up to me?" I said

"Its all my fault " i said "no no it's not" said Ashton "i could of stopped her" i said "we all could of" said Ella

I walked out the room and sat on the sofa.

This is it. I have lost the most important thing i ever most loved. My sister.

She was my world. I would die for her. I would do anything for her. And she has gone. Left me. I could of helped her, we all could of.

But no she only thought of herself.

"Babe it's okay. We will get by this together" said Calum sitting next to me

"She's left. I will never see her again. She can die and we will never know about it" i said "she wont. She is strong she will survive"

"I hope so. I don't think we will ever see each other again. I wont see her grow up. I wont see my nephew or niece. I'm going to miss her"

                  The end.......?