Are you still laughing? (Book 2)

Monster and demon

There's a monster in my head

Wishing I were dead

There's a demon in my soul

Sharing the secrets he stole

They're tearing me apart

With every punch of my heart

I don't like what they say

When I talk to them everyday

They tell me no one cares

And they laugh at my prayers

They tear at my skin

Shout at me to be thin

They send tears down my cheeks

Weeks after weeks

Make me skip dinner

They say that's the winner

First we fight

Then it's night

I thought they lied

But now I'm on their side

The demons want me dead

Along with the monsters in my head

They promised not to tell

Dying is better than this living hell

I thought the demons killed me

How wrong could I be

I killed myself

With the gun on my shelf

I let the demons in

That was a great sin

Or the monsters in your head

Because you'll be surely dead.