jojo's prov
i walked to mine and lacey's room to find her laying on the bed watching tv i got on the bed and kissed her on the mouth and i crawled on top of her and she pushed me away
i want to wait she said
WHEN ARE YOU READY LACEY I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR 2 MONTHS she gets up off the bed and starts crying and runs out of the room and i hear the spare bedroom door slam shut and lock i ran after her and started banging on the door *LACEY LET ME IN I'M SORRY BABY I'M SORRY LET ME IN PLEASE BABY LET ME IN I'M SO SORRY* i just grabbed a bobby pin and unlocked the door and i found her laying on the floor crying
i felt so bad yelling at her i never knew she self harmed i never did that in my entire life i did notice a few cuts on her arms before when we first met i just didn't want to say anything because i didn't want to upset her and now i have to ask it......
why do u cut yourself it doesn't help anything baby i don't know if it helps depression or sadness but i know it doesn't help anything babe please give me the pin i pleaded to her
she looked up at me and handed me the pin and i put it in my back pocket and said now come on to bed its getting late
she got up and walked out of the room and i followed close behind her and we made it to our room and layed down and curled up in a ball and fell asleep i fell asleep shortly after to make sure she was actually asleep
