Save me

Lived a lie

When I woke up Charlie was basically on the floor cuddling a blanket and I was curled in a ball at the top of the bed. The door opened and Sam was there with 3 cups of coffee. I got up yawning and took a cup from him. "That one is Charlie's, she only drinks tea for some reason." He whispered and I nodded my head and put it on the night stand before Sam handed me my coffee. "Thanks." I yawned out and he chuckled and sat on deans bed next to me. He put an arm on my shoulder and I rested my head on him. "Your room looks pretty cool." Sam said and o smiled. "Thank you, Charlie and I tried to make it look cool." I laughed lightly and took a sip of my coffee. "I got the bed and your desk in there. Dean also found a black chair and put it in. By the way we got the posters framed and they are in the wall. " he said and yawned. "Thank you so much... For everything Sam." He chuckled lowly and rubbed my arm. "It's no problem at all." He said and then we heard someone clear there throat. "Umm... Am I interrupting  something?" Charlie asked and I jumped up a bit and Sam slid away from me. "Nope." We said at the same time and she laughed and got up off the floor and took a sip of her tea. "Well I should get going guys. I'll see you around Sam and Liz it was awesome meeting you." Charlie said and hugged Sam and I before walking out of deans room. "DEAN IS IN MY ROOM CHARLIE!" Sam yelled to her. I got up off deans bed and went to my room. It was beautiful. My laptop was already set up on my desk and my Dock was on it to, My funko's were on there to. "Wow." I said and then flopped down on my bed. "Dean and I do good?" Sam asked and i looked over at him and smiled. "Yes! Thank you so much!" I Said and got up and hugged him. "We shoul-" Sam didn't finish his sentence because there was a. Crash down the hall. "Oh shit." Sam says and then he ran down the hall with me close behind. Cas was there and Dean looked stunned. "What's wrong?" Sam asked in a panic and cas looked at me and stepped forward. "You are a disgrace to man kind." He said and I stepped back. "You two shouldn't have let her come here!" Cas yelled and I shrunk back against the wall. "What the hell are you talking about cas!?" Sam yelled at him and pulled me close to him. I was shaking, my anxiety was getting worse by the second. I could hardly breathe. "Gabriel..... That is Gabriel's child." He said and Sam let me go and Dean looked confused. "Who is Gabriel?" I choked out and Cas's blue eyes softened a little. "He was angel. A trickster. He was friends with lucifer. Way back 23 years ago he got a human pregnant. You were conceived but he erased your mothers memory and found a man that looked like him to be the father. " cas said and sam looked over at me. "She's not human?" Dean asks and cas shook his head. "She is human, Gabriel some how took her grace away in the womb. But lucifer is after her. This is going to put you two in more danger. You can not have her here with you two." I looked down and went to my room. I closed the door and went over to my phone and grabbed my headphones and started to Blast music while packing . Wiping away a few tears. Someone grabbed my shoulders and turned me around. Soon I was engulfed in a hug and I dropped my bag. I cried into Deans chest and he rubbed my back a bit before taking my ear buds out. "Your not going anywhere kid. I'm not gonna lose you." Dean said and kissed my forehead. "What are we gonna do?"