Every word i say to you
Feels like a knife
That i bring into you
And ends with your life
Everything i do is wrong
Thats because you always care about
Every single detail of everything
And for every action i have to doubt
I am sorry for dont caring
I am selfish and i only think of me
And only my defects
Is the part that you can see
I wish you were stronger
And that you could underdstand
You are my mom
And i dont wanna make you bad
I wish you had used a condon
Your life easier would be
No pain for you
No pain for me
Still i am proud of you
Two daughters all alone
It must have been really hard
To make for us a home
And know that i would do
Everything to see you smile
Although its difficult to me
Or if it means my pain to hide
