4)The denial of the feelings

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*Next morning*

"Goodmorning Ellie" Alicia said with a smile as I sat in the table

"Morning Alic"

"What's up"

"The same"

"Ok, we leave in 5, get ready"

"I will" She left and I ate my breakfast

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*at school*

"Hey Ellie what's up, Fay's staying home today"

"Hello Vio, well I am fine" I said while I was taking my books

"So now tell me the truth" she demanded

"You like Harry, don't you" she asked with a smirk

"Well ...he is very sweet with me and he is good looking" absolutely good looking...

"Umm sorry ... but I don't think he is sweet only with you" she said but she wasn't looking in my eyes ... She was looking somewhere behind me... I follow her eyes and I saw harry kissing one girl.

And of course that girl is Brianna Henry...the girl that made jokes about my mum and humiliated me...that girl is making out with Harry...the boy that tried to kiss me yesterday

Perfect...

"I think it's time for us to go to class" I said ...I just want to leave from this place...the sooner the better...like right now...!!!

The hours passed quickly and I hadn't paid any attention at all to the teachers in front of me

Finally the bell for the lunch rang and I went to the cafeteria

Zayn was talking with Louis, Vio and Fay and I was lost in my thoughts untill someone greeted us ...

"Hello guys" Harry said and sat behind me

Are you fucking kidding me...

I didn't speak... I just couldn't...I don't believe I was starting falling for someone like him-woah no no noo i didn't just think that... no no it's just a silly crush ...I don't love him...no i can't...

"Hey Ellie are you ok" Harry interrupted me from my thoughts...

"I'm fine" I simple say without look at him

"Umm are you sure" why does he care about me...ohh yes right because I am his toy...

"Yep I am sure"

"Umm ok then do you want to go for a walk with me after school" No that's not going to happen

"Nah I am good"

"Are you sure you are ok"

"Well some minutes before I was"

"Ok then not to bother you" he said, obvious the annoyance in his voice, and stand up and walked away

I am sure he was going to fuck Brianna or whoever girl he will find in front of him...but why do I even care...

"Ellie did you hear me" Vio said

"Um no sorry what were you saying"

"I ask if you want to go out with us this afternoon"

"Um I don't know..." I have no desire to go out...

"Oh come on Ellie hung up with us...please" ughh I really don't want to go out but Violet won't shut up so...

"Ok ok fine..." I said

"Yeahh, okk we will come and get you at 6, be ready! " she said the time that the bell rang

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*Harry's POV*

I stand up and leaft from the table really angry

Why Ellianna was talking like that...I can't understand...

Yesterday I was so closed to kiss her, but of course her friend had to interrupt...I don't even know why I want so much to kiss her , I have kiss a lot of girls but everytime I see her full lips I want so much to kiss her
... They day in the woods when she was crying and I was hugging her I wes feeling really weird...the only thing that mattered was the girl in my arms ... I cannot understand me, I am weirdo like Lou and Niall say...

"Hey man are you ok" Niall asked me

"Yeah I'm fine"

"Ok so do you want to hung up with us later"

Yes that would be a good idea..

"Yeah why not..."

"Ok so 6 at Zayn's "

"Ok.."

"Vio will be there too if you don't mind"

"I don't care..."

I only care for one girl that right now she hates me and I don't know why...what, no no I don't care for her... I never cared for anyone except my friends and myself... I never cared for a girl...and specially not that girl... Not that she isn't attractive, the truth is she is the most beautifull girl I have ever see... But still... I don't have feelings for her... No... At least I don't think so...


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Chapter 4 completed!!
We saw Harry's pov for the first time... And we will see him again soon... :D
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Thanks everyone :)
Anna❤

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