Tonight is demented by the demons who control my cold beating heart.
Forever warping surroundings in a black haze to hide reality from my eyes.
Whom am I to say it's false?
For it's all i've come to know.
Small slivers of light shine through the darkness,
but the harder I try to reach them the further away they are.
whom am I to deserve happiness when demons possess my will?
Tonight I am enclosed in my own terror.
It's claws lash at me with such ferocity that I am forced into submission.
Forever in it's tight embrace.
I'm suffocating,
screaming for help yet none comes.
Am I so meaningless in the world,
that they who seemed to have loved me,
would watch me perish and fall into oblivion?
