Ariel pov: I awoke a sigh escaping my lips. Why? You ask well I'll tell you. I woke up. I rolled down my sleeves to cover the Crimson lines. No one here cared to realize the problems I was facing its not like they'd care anyway. I stood up doubling over clutching my stomach. I haven't ate in 5 days I might need to. I slowly walked more like stumbled into the kitchen. Well sorta a kitchen. We're on warped tour and we've been spending the last few weeks in a tour bus. I quietly fixed myself breakfast soon becoming aware that no one else was awake. I sat down eating slowly barely able to keep my breakfast down. I sighed lying my head in the table. In that moment I cried the pain that built up in my chest was all to much. I was suddenly so mad I smashed my plate. Picking up a piece of glass I smiled as it covered my skin in crimson kisses. I then picked up the pieces of the plate hurriedly pulling down my sleeves as I became aware that Shawn,josh, and Adam were awake. "Ariel are you alright? We thought we heard glass breaking." I stuttered a bit "y-yyeah I'm fine,just dropped a plate,I'm really tired I think I'm gonna go back to bed." Shawn nodded as I passed him. "Can't sleep for long." Shawn spoke I nodded l as I curled myself into a ball in the small bed on the bus. I shut my eyes tight willing the world to disappear only it didn't. I heard my three band mates leave and slowly got out of bed. I walked into the bathroom glaring at my horrid reflection. My dull blue eyes and messy black and pink hair. Sighing I looked down to see a bottle of pills. Opening it carefully I poured them into my hand. I almost dumped them into my mouth when I stopped. I couldn't do it not yet anyway. I caught a glimpse of my reflection again and smashed the mirror. Blood now ran down my hand. I tried my best to stop the bleeding. After the bleeding did stop I turned away curling back into my bed and I realized something. I can't take much more of this. I'm done
So this is my new fic:) dadadadadadadada
