The only reason
I let you win at playing my game
I got bored of playing it
With you
And that was the only way I knew how to end it
I wish I had never let you win
Even if
It meant playing until we both sobered up
Enough
To understand
What we were doing: the consequences of this game
Maybe I would not be hurting
As I am now
Maybe we all wouldn't be hurting
If I tolerated the game
For a few more hours
I hope to never see you again
I wish I could tell you
