But he's my best friend? -Phan

Chapter 15 - Dan POV

Also good news guys, Smut warning. Finally. If your here for the fluff skip this entire chapter.

Dan POV

Phil and I crashed down on the sofa after finally arriving home.  He lay his head on my chest, so I wrapped my arm around him. "You tired?" I questioned innocently. Causing him to smirk "No, are you?" I blushed understanding what he was insinuating. "No"I whispered under my breath. Phil could see I was nervous as he placed his hand in mine. "It's okay if you aren't ready Dan, we don't have to. I love you Dan and I want to express my love for you in every way possible, but only when you want me to.  I don't want to rush you. And honestly even just cuddling with you is enough. Just the feeling of loving you, makes me the happiest I have ever been. So I will wait for you. No matter how long it takes. I love you Daniel James Howell. I love you so so much. More than you will ever know." 

He then sat up and kissed me. Slowly. Meaningfully. Declaring his love with every movement. And with that my nerves faded away. I loved him. And I finally understood, our first time together wasn't going to be about teasing each other, it may not be the hottest most passionate sex that anyone has ever had,  this was going to be just like this kiss. Expressing our love with every single movement.  So with that I whispered "i'm ready"and lead him to our bedroom. I turned on the amber lamp beside the bed and the fairy lights on it giving the room an orange shadowy glow. I walked towards Phil and placed my hands in his. For a second we just stopped and looked at each other deep in thought. I observed the shadows on his face making one side of his face darker than the other. "If you change your mind at any time we can stop, I want you to know that Dan" Phil said looking me in the eye to make sure I understood. I nodded gently, but whispered "I know, but I want this as much as you do Phil." 

I then leaned in and pressed my lips to his forcefully, before gradually easing the kiss. I slid my hands behind his neck and through his hair. He ran his down to the arch of my back, pulling me in to him. He gently ran his tongue along my bottom lip indicating to deepen the kiss. Our tongues moving together in a perfect rhythm. I gently tugged at his hair, as his hand moved down to my hips. Continuing our kiss as he lifted me up as I locked my legs around his waist. He then carefully lay me down on the bed, with his legs either side of my own hovering over me. He smiled at me gently, checking that I hadn't changed my mind. "I want this" I whispered, "I want you" I said kissing his cheek. And with that he pressed his lips to mine. Tugging at the bottom of my t-shirt to remove it, but it got stuck around my head causing us both to giggle. He then trailed kisses down my neck, latching his lips to a particular area and nibbling at it gently, which made it already start to darken. He then made his way further down my chest rolling his tongue over my left nipple. 

Although content with him paying particular attention to me, I wanted to see him, a body like that shouldn't be hidden. I pulled his t-shirt over his head smoother than last time, exposing his torso. "Beautiful, perfect, amazing..." I said under my breath between kisses. He chuckled slightly at amazing. "That's why they call me Amazing Phil" he winked at me. I shook my head "you're such an idiot" I chuckled and pulled him in for another kiss. "My idiot" I whispered before I rolled him over and unbuckling his jeans. I  then slid his jeans and underwear off his legs slowly. 

I pecked kisses down his abdomen on to the bones of his hips teasing him. Before reaching for his length and slowly rubbing my hand up and down it. His breathing already speeding up. I licked along the length before running my tongue over his slit causing his hips to jerk forward.  I then took him in to my mouth, slowly allowing more and more to enter. His hips thrust upwards again, so I stopped, which caused him to groan.

He then rolled over lifting lube and a condom off the nightstand and rolling it down his already hard length, as I removed the clothes from my lower half. "Are you sure?" he whispered one last time.  I nodded "I'm sure, just go slow." I then crawled up to the top of the bed clutching one of the pillows. He slowly pushed a finger into me, allowing me time to adjust before slowly moving it in and out. It was a strange feeling, but wasn't painful. After a minute he then slid in a second and started scissoring his fingers to stretch me. This took slightly longer to adjust, but after another minute I started to enjoy the feeling, and pushed back against him. "Phil i'm ready" I said. Though he was the one looking nervous. "Okay, but tell me if you want me to stop, I don't want to hurt you" he said. I nodded and clutched the pillow slightly tighter. 

He then put it in, and I would be lying if I said I wasn't in pain, but Phil took it slowly. After a second he entered me further, which caused me to bite on my lip to distract myself from the pain. A while later he pushed a bit further causing me to whimper slightly and my eyes glazed over. "Dan, are you okay?" I nodded. "Keep going" I said and he pushed the last bit into me. A tear ran down my cheek, but I gradually adjusted. After a minute, I gave the signal and he started to move in and out. It still felt painful, but in an enjoyable way. Our breaths got heavier as we both got into the swing of it. "D-Dan, I'm about t-to..." Phil said under his breath before pulling out and lying back in complete bliss. Catching his breath back before turning me round to finish me off. Licking up and down the shaft before taking me into his mouth whole. It didn't take long before I was quivering and bucking my hips upward. "P-Phill..." I managed to say before releasing into his mouth, not giving him enough of a warning. He didn't seem to care though. 

We both lay in each others arms, covered in a layer of sweat, trying to steady my breath. "I love you Phil" I said pecking his lips. He smiled "I love you too you dork, now lets go get cleaned up." 

Author's Note- We firstly I hope nobody I know in real life ever reads this (That means you Becky). I know this wasn't exactly the hottest smutty chapter, but I wanted it to be realistic, I mean obviously it being their first time with another male. Also my parents walked in the room like 3 times when I was writing this and I had to pretend I was doing homework, which was super awkward so you are welcome.  Anyway I hope you enjoyed it. Thank you for reading :) -Emily x