She Accepted Me back

The Beginning of The Situation

Here I begin my segment by saying this - once shes gone, your never going to get her back again. I felt so much depression I wanted to end my life. It made her feel bad. That wasn't my impression though. I don't want her to date me to prevent myself from taling my own life, I want her to date me because she loves me. She does. I will stop doing alot of things that Shaylah doesn't deserve, I promise to do better from here on now. I will never say things like that again. But when you told me that thing you told me has me hurt, very hurt, she isn't an outside person. Its still hurting me inside having to see her saying that. She tells me she comes outside in the winter. I did not tell her that my parents don't let me outside in the winter because its too cold. But shaylah, you are different. You are allowed outside in the winter, thats why I ask u to come outside more now so I can up for the time im not going to be able to see you in the winter as much. But i digress to my word and this relationship shall stay happy and healthy and let the lord and jesus help us both out on our paths to victory.