Surrogate | A.M. |

7. My Pleasure

Posted: 09.18.2015
Edited: 11.15.2015

I will not be able to update this weekend, because I'm going to New York for a wedding, and I'm not sure when my next update will be.

I had this written out like 4 days ago, and I thought I hit publish, but apparently I didn't so I'm really sorry

That gif thoooo <3

This update will be kind of short, and I'm v sorry :((

| A U S T I N   M A H O N E |

    I've been awake all night, the guilt eating me alive. But not because I cheated, but because I enjoyed it. I never knew what it was like kissing a girl, but if that's what it's been like and I've been wasting my time kissing Ashton, I have no idea what's wrong with me.

    I've felt so different around her, I've notices the little things. Like how defined her cheekbones are when she smiles, or the little crinkle by her eyes when she laughs, how when she braids her hair, she always leaves her bangs out. How her lips are so soft, and taste like cherries. 

    How perfect she is. I find myself smiling at the thought of her, something that's never happened. Maybe this time I could actually fall in love by choice, and not because I feel obligated to. 

    Not saying I'm in love with Reagan.

    Maybe just a little though.

    Or a lot.

    I can't believe I just ran away after kissing her yesterday. What was I thinking? She probably thinks I hated it. 

    I have to talk to her.

    I pull out my phone, and search through my recent messages, finding her contact and starting a new message.

To: My Rae Of Sunshine

Can we talk?

From: My Rae Of Sunshine

Of course, where?

To: My Rae Of Sunshine

Your house, I'll be there in five

    I lock my phone and jog to my car, speeding to Reagan's house, why I'm being so fast about this is beyond me, but I need to talk about this with Reagan.

    I walk straight into her house, her standing in her living room. She smiles when she sees me, but for some reason I can't smile back.

    "Uh, so you came to talk?" She clears her throat, her smile falling.

    "Yeah" I nod, and she leads me to the couch, sitting down next to me.

    "So what is it tha-"

    "I'm sorry for kissing you" I blurt, cutting her off.

    "Why?" She laughs "Really, it isn't a problem" She puts her hand on my knee, sending a shock through me.

    "I don't know what's happening to me Rae" I frown.

    "What do you mean?" She asks.

    "I can't stop thinking about it, all I can think about is you, and how your smile can light up a room, and your hair shines in the light, or how you bite your lip when you're nervous or concentrating, how when you touch me it makes me feel happy and for the the life of me I can't stop thinking about kissing you" I confess, and her jaw drops.

    "Austin" She sighs.

    "I know, I know. But Austin you have a boyfriend this'll never work out" I frown "You don't have to sugarcoat it" 

    "That wasn't what I was going to say" She giggles.

    "It wasn't?"

    "Nope, what I was going to say, was I know exactly how you feel" She smiles, her hands cupping my face.

    "So that means..." I trail off. 

    "That means, that I feel the same way" She whispers, her lips nearing mine. I waste no time in placing my hands on her hips and pulling her closer to me, pressing my lips to her. My actions don't surprise her as she smirks into the kiss, her hands tugging at my hair. I slide my tongue past her lips, hers sliding against mine. I pull away, a shy smile on my lips, as she giggles.

    "Wow" She laughs "Do it again" She puts her hand on the back of my neck.

    "My pleasure" I smirk, pressing my lips back to hers.

:.:.:

I hope you enjoyed it.

I'll be spending some time editing but it'll be done by the next update :)

Love from a nugget, Bad_Boy_Hemmo