Do we really know how
anyone truly feels?
Do any of us let the real
Light show through?
Society stops us
Sometimes, right?
Did I really ever feel good
About my body?
Or was it because I couldn't read
The words on the magazine?
Stop me, please.
I watch myself in the mirror,
And I see nothing but so much at
The same time.
I look at my face and see nothing but
Flaws.
My mental state will never be the same.
I wonder on a daily basis if it would be easier just to not exist.
Crazy, right?
Never shall I understand what
Real happiness looks like, feels like,
Tastes like.
I'm a lost cause, nothing more.
So please stop me.
Before I fall completely to the ground.
Or don't.
Because once I fall, the numbness
Will never return.
I will finally endure the pain that normal people feel.
So don't catch me, don't stop me, never.
Never try with me. I finally get to see the darkness that consumed me.
