Forgotten (August alsina story)

Chapter 4

A L E X

I woke up outta bed forgetting what happened last night I turned on the shower leaving it running for a while. I was standing at the mirror looking at myself I was a mess I had to stop letting these boys & words get to me. Yes I said boys because the men haven't grown up yet. I took a long hot shower I wrapped a towel around me. Then there was a knock on the door
" hello " I said softly.
"It's me August can I come in."
"Sure. (Alex)
"I came in to say sorry to begin with I was really outta my place I was high last night I didn't mean it I really am sorry for everything it's to much pressure for you.
"I'm not accepting your apology I know you meant it but I'm not getting hurt again I'll be outta your way today I'll stay in a hotel & search for some jobs" I said trying to fight my tears back
"No it was all high I'm sorry I couldn't sleep last night I kept thinking & thinking"
" I cried my self to sleep you weren't the only one who couldn't sleep see this is your problem you fill my head with bs I thought this would be great moving with you but it's just not right you just think about your self nobody else were both similar we don't like being hurt sometimes August you need to let your guard down what happens happens

A U G U S T
I watched her as she packed her things. I thought to my self about what she said I just never had nobody care for me. I pulled my phone out my pocket I called my bro Paul.
" aye I'll be in studio so we can work on the mixtape"
"What time you coming (Paul)
"I'll be there in 30 I ain't get nothing to eat n shit
" ite"
I hung up got dressed in some black skinny jeans black polo hoodie & my black & red 14's Jordan's. I got in car & was listening to radio then I pulled up and parked my car. As I walked in I dapped my niggas up and went to work. I was writing my last verse then a beat came to mind
"Aye Paul I got this nice as beat in my head come see if you can put a lil some for me togetha'
' like tell me what it sound like or we can test some out (Paul)
"Something like a paino & clapping in the background. He looked at me with a frown on his face.
" how bout this. He said
"Yeah I like that Ima go in the back Ima see if the song go with the beat. I put my head phones on then starting singing

When they tell you you

Should walk away but you

Stay anyway 'girl I think

It's best for me to say this I

Ain't no good & ya heart

Ain't something I should

Play with so let's get it

Understood I ain't tryna

Ruin yo life of anything

I just wanna make it right

&Tell the judge I ain't even

Gotta plead my case I can

Tell my baby to her face

See I was just ya nigga next

Door but girl I seen em all

for you 'I seen em all for

You & you ain't gotta

Have No fear no I'll always

Be hear for you 'girl I'm

Hear for youuuu & I know

You may not end up with

Me cause I'm still playing

Outchere ' in these streets

But I'm just saying you