Don't let me drown (boyxboy)

Chapter 3

*Oli*

My eyes fluttered open to the sunlight peeking in through the dark curtains. The sun was warming my face making it almost unbearably hot in just one spot. I kind of felt like an ant under a magnifying glass being held by some bully. How did I even manage to make it to my room. Oh god there was someone next to me, I was somewhat shocked when I turned my head to see Austin fully clothed beside me. I was in just boxers and I hoped like hell that nothing happened between us. Because if we had I didn't remember a thing. I decided to ask him in a cryptic way if we did. I checked the time on the clock next to me. Fuck me I'd slept late I was in need of coffee. My feet padded across the hardwood floors carefully so it wouldn't disturb the sleeping man in my bed. I'd set the coffee maker and looked through cabinets and the fridge to see if I had anything suitable for breakfast. Of course I didn't have anything I hadn't been to the market in a week. Looks like I would have to pick up something for Austin and I. Luckily there was a Starbucks within walking distance and I could use something more than what a regular coffee could offer. I waited in the queue for a few moments before ordering two overpriced coffees and a couple of blueberry muffins. I didn't know if Austin would even like what I ordered but i handed the cashier a twenty and walked out leaving the rest as a tip. Once back home I sat the food and drinks at the table and went to wake up my guest. When I stepped towards the room I found my bed empty of my friend and there was the sound of the shower running coming from the washroom that was attached to the bedroom. I became really curious at that point, just a peek couldn't hurt. Yes I am openly bisexual but I usually didn't let those feelings get in the way of friendship. My curiosity peaked and I opened the door just a crack. I looked in the mirror where you could just see the glass door of the shower. I sucked in my bottom lip and was suddenly jealous as hell of the bubbles of soap that slid down his torso. Austin has an amazing body, it was lean with the perfect amount of muscle tone. The art that littered his body was beautiful, I could have stood there the whole time but I began to feel guilty about being a peeping tom. I closed the door quietly it will leave something for my imagination later. I sat in the living room and drank my coffee, picking at one of the muffins. A few moments later Austin appeared dressed in some of my sweats. "I hope you don't mind me borrowing this I needed something clean. I put a load of laundry in with my clothes so I could get those back on before I leave." I looked in his direction. "Fuck anything looks good on him." I said inwardly. "No it's okay mate you more than welcome to whatever I have." I smiled and pointed to the coffee and muffin I purchased for him earlier. "Thanks" Austin smiled, picking up his cup and taking a sip of the warm liquid. "No problem" I replied, finishing my coffee and surprisingly enough the food too. I watched as his lips puckered over the lid of his coffee, he was blowing the hot substance. This brought back the question of what happened last night. "I'm sorry I was out of it last night.." I said waiting to see if he'd give any hints.

*Austin*

I knew what he was doing, he wanted me to tell him that nothing happened and he didn't do anything stupid. It honestly made me laugh a little at his loss of memory. I decided to let him off the hook. I wasn't exactly going to tell a lie just leave some of the truth out. "Yeah you were but nothing happened if that's what you were thinking." I said and heard him give a sigh of relief. That kind of gave me a small pang of guilt in my chest. Half because I hadn't told him the truth and half because he was relieved. My mind was giving me so much trouble today. It shouldn't matter at all. It's not like I was interested in becoming more than friends. Or was I? Hell I didn't know, but one thing I knew is the way Oli's lips felt against my own. They way he sucked at my bottom lip leaving enough room for his tongue to fit through to taste the entirety of my mouth. Oli tasted so good, like a mixture of cinnamon and mint which were contrasting flavors but it intrigued me. A blush crept into the apples of my cheeks as I remembered. Oh god I hope he didn't notice. "You're not telling me the truth mate. I can tell.." Oliver suddenly spoke up. "Ever since I asked in a round about way you've kept mostly quiet. Now tell me what happened. Did we?" The singer was pointing between us two quickly, his eyes wide. I almost spat out the coffee I'd just drank and shook my head. "N-no" I said through a fit of laughter. "Then what?" Oli demanded obviously annoyed at my reaction. I cleared my throat and became more serious. "We only just kissed once. That's all I promise." I said truthfully. That's when the older man surprised me jumping out of his seat. "WHAT?! You kissed me in that state you cheeky fuck?" Oliver yelled obviously mocking anger. "No more like you pulled me down and kissed me." I laughed. Oli's eyes went wide once again. "I wouldn't do anything of the sort." Redness replaced the pale skin of his cheeks. I nodded happily. "Oh but you did." I smiled poking my tongue out through teeth, and winked. The buzzer on the dryer went off reminding me that I could put my clothes back on considering they were fresh. I got up making my way to the laundry room I could just change in here. I lifted the shirt above my head and tossed it in the basket where dirty laundry is kept. Shit! I hadn't thought about it before but I only kept one extra pair of boxers in my car just in case and I have this weird ocd thing where I only wear boxers once and then I'm done with them. I took the ones I had on off and threw them in the bin. "Free balling it is until I get home." I laughed at myself and pulled my now clean skinnies back on, along with my shirt leaving three of the buttons undone as I had done the night previously. When I got back to the living room Oli was no longer there. "Were you peeping on me?" I questioned. "There is more to life than just you Carlile I had to take a piss." He said and laughed from the bathroom. "Yeah I know." I smiled, waiting on his return. Oli walked in and my eyes traveled his body. He looked so much better after the rest and breakfast, there was even some color in his skin. I liked Oliver like this healthy looking and full of life and just happy. As much as I never wanted to leave I did have things at home that needed taken care of. I looked to my friend with a sigh. "Well I better be getting home tank can't take care of himself." I referenced to my pit who was anything but mean, he was a big baby the only reason I named him tank was because of his size. Oli's bright smile kind of faded when I said this. "Oh that's alright mate I'll find something else to do other than hang with losers like you." He chuckled a little, showing his dislike of my departure. I stood and walked over to him grabbing him in a tight embrace. "You have my number. If you need anything I want you to call or text. Okay?" I pulled back and looked into his eyes. Oli nodded and smiled weakly. "I will." I walked closer to the door looking back guiltily as I walked out. Why should I feel this way?

*Oli*

I watched Austin walk out the door and even stood there for a moment replaying it in my head. It was so strange, like I almost didn't need the K when he was around. I wished like hell I could remember that kiss though. Unfortunately the memory had passed through the short term and stayed hidden from recollection. Ah well. What to do with myself now. A shower of course because I smelled offensive from last nights sleep sweats. I grabbed the essentials and made my way into the shower. Oh the familiar hot spray that hit my body was lovely. I thought back to my little spy session from earlier imagining that Austin was here with me. It awoke so many deep lustful feelings. As my hands smoothed soap over my naked body, I closed my eyes and it wasn't me anymore. My guest had come back to take care of me, it was him that washed me, messaging my tired muscles as he went along. There was one muscle that sprang to life when I thought of these things. I sucked in my bottom lip as the water caressed my torso running a river down my thighs. My fingers curled around the base of my hard member pumping at an achingly slow pace. "Mmmm yes Aust." A husky growl escaped my lips into thin air. I placed my free hand on the wall steadying myself from slipping, while pumping the other much faster now. "Ungh yeah like that." I moaned stroking faster , my hips bucking into my hand, my shaft twitched in delight. "So fucking close." I came apart at the seams, hot strings of my seed shot out and over the wall. With trembling hands I cleaned up quickly without much care if it was spotless or not and dressed myself. "This is as good as it gets." I looked in the mirror observing my outfit. Red skinnies with matching red and black plaid button up. I was actually quite pleased with the look. I slipped my shoes on and for the rest of that day I forgot about ketamine. After all that went on it was the least of my worries right now. I'd even decided to go out and do something on my own for once. Even something as simple as going to the cinema by myself had become a task when this addiction began. Today though I felt full of energy and hope that maybe today was the last day I needed K. The movie I chose was a big mistake..."The visit" not that I get scared easily but with an abrupt stop of a hallucinogenic drug there had to be consequences.

Quick A/N: I'm really having fun with this story. Its really turning out to be one of my favorites to write. There is still a sequel of  "Against all odds" coming up, but this one still has all of my attention. Thanks for reading!! Comments and things are always welcome.