War of hormones

Introduction

This book will accommodate all types of  perspectives and stretch boundaries from exploring sexualities towards mental awakening. This is a romance that is often seen  and deemed as unfulfilling and untruthful. The characters will grow through each chapter and each moment that appears will patch into who Kim Taehyung is made to be.

// note this book does include : topics that are really sensitive such as self harm,  emotional abuse, addiction, suicidal tendencies. Reader discretion is advised.//

This isn't meant to be taken as serious as this isn't a real intake of their lives this is a fan fiction and should be taken as one. Nothing above the thought that this is a book falsely written for entertainment and insight on romance.

I mean no disrespect to the group or anyone as once again remarked that this is a fanfic. Enjoy!

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Character : Kim Taehyung
Age: 23

His story was never one to make it out of the books. Disturbed and unwanted, life proved in itself how hurtful and daring one needed to become in order to live beyond. Holding so much regret and guilt the past kept creeping every year on a certain day. The day he stood two feet away from a deadly drop.

Keeping his mouth shut through it all, locking away the true persona that screamed for freedom. Shame was all that was brought to his family, the feeling that many stand afraid of. Expressing who you are as a person should never be a crime, it should never be seen as horrible as a crime. What could a young man do at a time like that. Where your parents snicker in response of a topic that remained so personal that it was key to ruining your future if denied of its class.

"Mother I am gay, I've always liked the same sex for the longest and there's nothing to strip me of such an identity that is held so high for me."

As much as he wished for the words that comforted him in such a vulnerable state to appear once again. His mother thought otherwise and pressed onto the fact that they cannot and will not stand for their sons choices in love.

Driving him out of their home with nothing but a suitcase filled with some money he could scrape up doing odd jobs, some underwear , a couple of shirts, and pants to deem presentable.

The reaction in general gave him the excuse to let all he worked for go in seconds. Hours before it all came to light his own pals from work dismayed him and his very boss stood nothing but disgusted of a 'gay' man.

Such hypocrisy irked Taehyung's bones as much as he wanted to make belief all wasn't occurring to save his sanity. He felt trapped as always but a tip on the iceberg soon chipped off. He felt worthless, and pathetic. Why would he not believe those words, did it not come from the people that birthed and raised you ?

Over and over he vexed at those that had loving and accepting parents and not those that find an excuse to not pay attention to them and live forward. He practically raised his parents and not the other way around, he took care of the bills, in charge of the food that reached their mouths with no remorse on how Taehyung actually manage to buy enough for the three of them. All of the cleaning and scraping that itched in pain if forgetting about the splinters. All of it was his doings and not his parents — how dare they even kick him out !

"Why couldn't I have just shut myself up- why hadn't I thought of doing so when I saw their faces! It was so predictable ! Now I have nothing, but a few dollars—who am I kidding this paper is nothing but a showing on what I wasted my life on. Let me reborn into someone new and improved. God have mercy and do me this favor! I ask why...
I ask why I even bother with life anymore...
I ask why I even let myself stand on these broken legs.
I ask why you — you god, never used your power to help me out for once."

Did he ever get the chance to complete even one dream of his ? Taehyung repeatedly thought over and over about his choices, with each cold step up some steep sidewalks. That is until the very bridge came into sight. Kim Taehyung followed the trail for a few more minutes until he thankfully felt the cold metallic railings of the bridge. Contemplating he did remember the name of this bridge, coinciding with his favorite song by singer Zion T.

"Yanghwa bridge, why do I feel so sick knowing what's about to occur. Is it guilt and cowardness that hides in my words?"

Taehyung acted more and more distant with the world, the more he spoke with this bridge. He couldn't get his idol like dream out of his mind now. Oh how he wished for a twisted universe to grant him the wish to be such a respected idol. One leg over the railing another one to follow, no one bid mind to the boy as the sight is too regular for anyone to care now.
Just as the males torso began its path forward, a few strong arms held him from it all.

"What's your deal kid, do you sincerely want to end it all ?" -unknown

"Why should you know ? It's my life is it not ?-Taehyung

"Given the fact that you're ending it isn't just my business now but everyone around you. Have you ever paused to think about the good in life and what may come out of it if you just try to continue ?"- unknown

"Then let the show begin..."

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{| good luck kiddos the first chapter will be posted tomorrow, I hope you all enjoy this book and give interest!!!|}
-author

I'm also doing a poll on who's first interaction with Taehyung would be the most romantic.
(Voting options)
Min Yoongi
Park Jimin
Jung Hoseok
Kim Namjoon
Kim Seokjin
Jeon Jungkook
{{Poll ends tomorrow 3pm EST }}