Gone Crazy (royce) book 2

19

3 years later

" thank you lord for taking care of my family and just being their for me but what I'm about to do isn't going to be easy so please forgive me " Jacob said getting up from his prayer grabbing a gun walking outside blasting FML (fuck my life) by " August Alsina "

" even when I'm up in feeling down " Jacob said singing to the lyrics loading the gun

" I never thought I would be here ...I never thought i get this far ...but why I'm sitting in the dark " he sang grabbing a blunt putting it up to his mouth

" fuck my life " he said putting the gun to he is head

" ooooo oohhh sometimes I just feel like ...fuck my life " he sang looking faded ...

2 years earlier

" Can we talk ? " chres asked

" No I don't want to talk you can just get out " Jacob said laying down looking at his phone

" its been a year " chres said pointing out the fact that this can not be happening

" I know but you been nothing but a bitch getting people pregnant " Jacob said with a tear coming down his cheek

" I'm sorry I didn't know Elijah..or Diggy... would get pregnant and they was a mistake " chres said " you wouldn't talk to be ..i felt lonely "

" Re'jeane..Nicki...Jen...Kayla..or Ray..Craig was here you could of talked to them or even you daughter that lil girl is smarter as day you can ask her anything " Jacob said looking at chres like wtf

" I wasn't think this is all a big mistake I'm sorry " chres said grabbing Jacob

" no I'm sorry for marring such a mistake " jacob said moving away from him

" ok I understand ..so I will give you a break " chres got up and got his things

A break turnt to 3 weeks
Then 3 weeks turn to 2 months
2 months turnt to 5 months

" Jacob where chres been?" Kayla asked

" he ..he umm we on a break " he said twirling his fingers

" a 5 month break ..we havent been making music lately ..jasmine is clueless and the twins need all the support they need and chres loved them and his home boys Ray and Craig ..how you think Jeáne, Re'jeane, Nicki, and Jennifer feel right now that they clown is gone ?" Kayla asked

" I..." Jacob thought for a second " I..I guess I will call him "

Jacob picked up his phone and went to a contact named " Waiting " in his phone and pressed the call button

After 2 rings...

C: hello?

J: ...hey

C: jacob ..hi ..hows it going ?

J: ..umm your people is missing you

C: oh how are they ?

J: jas miss you ..Jeáne and Ray are working out good ..Kayla and Craig are just being grandparents ..the twins and the other twins are doing fine ..and the three rats are missing ya " jacob said laughing

C: yes I miss everyone

J: where have you been ?

C: been in the streets really

J: oh ..well I would love if would come back ..just because you have family that miss you ..

C: yea ..I guess

J: ok see you ..

C: tomorrow

J: ok bye bae -chres

C: ..bye

End of convo

" you miss him don't you? " Kayla asked

" yes " Jacob said starting to cry

" I get he hurt you but you have to let him in some where in your life slowly" kayla said

But after that Kayla was wrong about slowly

" AHHH FUCK !! " Jacob moaned as chres was thrusting in him

Jacob felt guilty after that ..he actually felt real thirsty and dirty for letting him back in his life so quick ...a year passed and jacob was confused but knew he had to give him a chance then one day chres get a phone call from one of his fucktards Elijah ..he was in labor ...jacob felt empty ...chres had to leave yo be in the baby life for another year ..then it turnt to another ...

" I can't do this " Jacob said thinking out loud getting up and started to play FML

He got on his knees ..did his pray ..and wrote a note to his family about why he did ..loaded the gun ...then...

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POW!

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" AHHHH!! "