Just words behind a fake smile,
To hide pain from the past
From the pain,
The torture,
The hate,
But only to hate myself;
To feel Unimportant,
Unwanted,
Smiles, to hide pain
Hugs to help others
the needles in my heart,
The hated, and unwanted words overcome my head,
I started to believe again,
Have hope,
To have love,
A future to hold,
A Dream to be kept,
A heart to be held forward,
Friends who support you everyday,
Yet to Hold I'm fine between every question asked
I'm not,
The banned words come back from time to time,
I'm not good enough for them,
Only to Say I Agree,
Only I don't,
I know I have this Hope
It's been held onto for so long.
Afraid of being everything,
To being a nothing,
but to be kind to others whole-heartedly
and make them feel special
only on the inside you're dying,
Dying to tell the whole story, behind the Smile and "I'm fine"
Mistakes are mistakes
I'm afraid,
to be left for someone so much better,
Prettier,
More truthful behind every smile,
To steal everyone's hearts,
but, I'm over here Saying I'm fine,
There's always a story behind the smile,
But I'm fine.
