Short chapter!!
I've been working a lot this week and I couldn't update at all.
Don't hate me for this chapter, It will get better I promise.
PS. do you guys like my new cover on this story? ;) #Sashay
Love you all
- M
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Shay hasn't been herself since Sasha left and she hasn't heard from her since she left. She doesn't know what to do or when she's even coming back. It's been 2 weeks. Shay's thoughts get interrupted when she hears a knock on her door, she run to the door thinking is Sasha standing there but it wasn't.. it was Ashley. "Oh.. it's you" Shay says and leave the door open to her to walk inside. Ashley walks in and close the door and find Shay laying on her couch. "Seriously Shay! You need to get your ass up and go out. This isn't you! I don't know what the hell happened between you and Sasha but you can't just be inside all the time!"
Shay sits up and sighs, "I know, you right..I need to get out of the house.." Ashley smiles and sat next to her friend "Good, because I need you to follow me to the club tonight" Shay looked at her and shook her head. "Uhm, I will go shopping with you but not the club" Ashley slap Shay's arm a little to hard "Ashley!! That hurt like hell! What is wrong with you?"
"NO! What is wrong with you? You're going out with me tonight if you like it or not" Shay eyes widen and she didn't even know what to think so she just nodded her head and agreed to go out with her benzo.
At Sasha's
She's sitting in her hotel room thinking about her and Shay. She wants to be with her but what if it doesn't work? Sasha sighs and looks at her phone, she has no calls or massages from anybody..she started to feel a little bit lonely. It's gone two weeks and she really miss Shay.. a lot. She promised to call her, but maybe she needs to go back home and surprise her and tell her that she loves her. Sasha thinks hard how she's going to surprise her. "Okay, Okay.. how should I surprise her?, should I give her flowers? hmm.. maybe not" she mumbles for herself.
After awhile she started to realise that she should just surprise her by knocking on the door.Sasha started to pack her things and checked out of the hotel and drove home. It's going to take hours to get home but she didn't mind because in those hours she sees Shay surprise face when she open the door.
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Sasha is finally back home, she knows it's almost midnight but she is prepared what to say to Shay. She took a deep breath when she stopped the car outside of Shay's house. "Okay, you can do this. She likes you and you like her"
She steps out of the car and was about to walk to Shay's door when she saw two people kissing infront of her house. Sasha couldn't breath, she felt her heart ripped out of her cheast, tears is falling down her cheeks. Sasha couldn't stay and watch her girl kiss another girl. When she was about to turn around a beautiful voice was yelling her name. " SASHA WAIT!" Shay have run after her but Sasha didn't listen she just kept walking back to her car.
Shay couldn't let her walk away again, she ran and stepped infront her. "Let me explain, please!" she took her hands in hers but Sasha just pulls hers away. "No, dont! It's my fault this even happened. I'm to late, I get it. I should've never left.. that is a mistake that I have to live with for the rest of my life"
Shay haven't seen Sasha so broken before, she was about to speak when Sasha stopped her. "I was going to surprise you because I thought that you would be happy to see me and that maybe we could try to be together. I'm so stupid"
Shay walks closer to her and wiped the tears away from the blonde girl. "You're no stupid! I want us to tr-"
"I can't stay here anymore.. I made a mistake.." Sasha says and walks to her car and drove to her house. Shay is still on the street crying her eyes out, she just lost the only one that could ever love her.
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Part 2 is coming soon and it will be a lot looonger!
