Alone

I feel alone in this cold, cold place.

This place where misery and despair erase.

It erases my happiness and all my glee,

So much pain just set me free.

Set me free from my hurt and my sorrow,

So i don't relive my pain tomorrow.

Alone is all i will ever be,

Since the day the pain took ahold of me.

It lurks in the shadows beneath my soul, where hate and confusion has reached its goal.

Where ecstasy and glee departed me, where distress and affliction is all i see.

Where fear and panic is all i know,

Where anguish and woe tears my soul.

I envy the fundamentals of a normal life, Where a man feels blessed to have a wife.

Where a child's heart is not torn in two, where fun and laughter is all they knew.

Where mothers and fathers have no need to fight, where brothers and sisters may share there life.

I know this is temporary, but how can i cope,

with the dissatisfactions and false sense of hope.

Should i give in, or should i move on ?

Will these eyes ever rise to see a new dawn.

Throughout these long minutes, days, and years,

I have created a voice to which no one can hear.

That voice is in everyone who has been through the same,

Who has been through such sadness, misery, and pain.

Devoured by criticism, causing low self esteem,

Happy only alone, or inside of a dream.

I cant tell the future, and i cant change the past,

But i can try to find something to make this life last.

I can try to be happy, when I am sad,

I can try to stay calm, whenever i'm mad.

I am not sure how to end this thought, or whether or not you will like this a lot.

But what i do know is patience, and patience is key. So seek something worth finding, that will set yourself free...