The Underground Idol

For my love

I danced with Mino as we heard Zico rap, the girls at the club going crazy over him, I had to admit he looked so good up on stage, something about it made it feel really attracted to him. I loved seeing him get so into his raps, I loved catching his eyes, or how we would accidentally share moments between me and him that no one would notice.

Zico was on a whole other level of rap. He loved it so much that it made me love him in return as well. Mino joined him on stage as the rapped the song Okey Dokey and then the club was back to playing party music.

Zico was being hoarded by fan girls and I had to stay behind and watch him sign autographs for girls and take pictures. He had gained more popularity recently since SMTM 4, more fans were lenient towards him, I was glad.

Mino came up besides me. "Mino you were sick up there." He smiles widely at my compliment and thanks me.

"I'll head over first, I have to start preparing for my debut with WINNER." I smile and he leaves.

Zico approaches a broad grin on his face. "Who was she?" I demand, jokingly.

He laughs and brings me into his arms. "I can't kiss you..." he groans. His fans start to approach us slowly which he notices. He sighs and then gives me a devilish grin, grabbing me by the hand we sprint towards the exit.

"OPPA!!" The girls scream.

I'm laughing so hard by the time we find a place to hide, and so is Zico. The girls run past us and we hush up so they won't see our hiding spot. Zico is breathing hard from running and I'm out of breath too but I notice how close he is. He must have noticed too because he licks his bottom lip. I smile, and so does he, then he kisses me.

The kiss was eager, I couldn't help but return the favor and kiss him back just as eagerly, his warm lips were gentle at first but as the kiss progressed and deepened it turned into something wild and possessive. Before I knew it Zico's hands were exploring parts of my body he's never touched before.

I kept getting little shock waves coursing through my skin with each exposing touch, I had to take a deep breath just to ease my mind that was now drifting to a high with his touch. Zico seemed to like the reaction he was getting from me and didn't stop, his hands were on my thighs slowly moving there way upwards, and his lips were tracing my jawline planting kisses as he went. I was mumbled a bunch of words that didn't make sense all the while I pulled at his hairs from the sensations he was causing.

Just as I was beginning to settle into the moment he pulled away, leaving me high and dry. My lips couldn't help but form a pout and he giggled. "Someone can see us." He said.

I sighed. He took my hand and led me away from our little make up session and we were headed to his car. "My place or yours?" He asks.

"Yours." I say.

We start making conversation while he drives us to his place and I listen to whatever he's saying and he catches me off guard here and there when he tells me he'll soon be going on tour as well for SMTM 4 concerts. "You'll be okay." He says.

"Taeil, and Mino will stay behind." I roll my eyes.

"It's going to be boring without you." I sound like a little kid.

He laughs. "We can call each other." I smile at the thought but my mind goes blank when I remember Jay was also on tour so spending time with him would also be out of the question.

We pull up to his place and Zico honks the car to let the guys know were here. "I just wish I could go with you."

He frowns. "Me too." He admits.

My stomach growls and I become embarrassed when Zico hears me. "I'll make some food." He says kissing me on the lips. But food was out of the question especially when we open the doors and find Block B inside fighting over a game, eating, and drinking. The house is a mess and Zico starts yelling at them and I stand off to the side watching them get scolded and laugh.

My phone rings and Jay's solo plays, I quickly pick up not wanting Zico to hear the song since he knows who it's about. "Hello?"

"Noona!" Loco exclaims. I smile over the phone. "We miss you noona, Jay guess who I'm on the phone with....'oh please be solo...oh please be solo." He laughs and then I hear who I guess is Jay threaten him which is followed by a smack. "Noona, I just wanted to call to see how things were."

I smile. "Great, boring and great." Zico comes over and I mumble Loco to him when he asks who I was talking to.

"That's good, don't worry one more month...eh? Hyung, just say hi...hyung! Hyung!" Loco starts shouting. "Noona I'll call you when we're free again, we're about to preform." Click.

I shake my head, that was the second call I'd gotten from Loco since they left, he only called once which had been two weeks since they left and now two weeks after that he had called again. The only person who wouldn't call me was Jay, I didn't mind besides being in a relationship with Zico meant I had to restrict myself with Jay.

Zico takes my hand and leads me to his room, I sit on his bed while he gets into something comfortable. I can't help but stare at Zico, he was so handsome, whenever I saw more of him then I was used to my heart would leap.

He climbs into the bed, his head on my shoulder as he kisses me. "I love you." He blurts out. I smile in the dim light, "I love you too." I reply.

His hands wrap around my waist but it feels like he's wrapped them around my heart instead. "I'm glad you came to Seoul." He whispers.

"Me too." I admit.

He kisses my neck. "I'll take advantage of the fact that Jay isn't here, but when he comes back. I know for sure, we're gonna fight like crazy over you." I roll my eyes at the thought.

"I chose you, I'll always choose you." I say.

"But-" I kiss him on the lips to prevent him from ruining this.

"Let's not talk about that right now." I say and we get too caught up in kissing to realize that we forgot to lock the door. So by the time Zico starts climbing over me, his mouth wondering over parts of my body that leave me breathless and whispering his name, we forget all about it.

He's about to pull his shirt over his head but then Taeil pushes the door open. "Hyung can you drive me to the pet store?"

I push Zico off and he hits the floor with a loud thud, I quickly turn around to hide my face. "Eh...um...never mind." I hear the door close, seconds later we heard the 'woo' chant of the guys and Zico's muttering cuss words under his breath.

He laughs lightly. "I'm sorry." I feel him climb back onto the bed his hands, wrapped around my waist again. I hear him rap, and as he raps I feel my eyes grow heavy to the point where I no longer hear his voice then everything slips away from me as I fall asleep in Zico's arms.

It feels like forever in this moment.