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You know you’re obsessed with it when you look at your self every time you walk past a mirror or something that reflects you. You know you’re obsessed when you think of the food you don’t want to want to eat hours before lunch. You know you’re obses...

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I started to fix myself.

I researched all these diets.

I started doing the liquid diets---which consisted of just clear soups.

But it turned into a water diet.

I was just drinking water.

I didn't want food, anymore.

I got mad at people who tried to offer me food.

They didn't notice my lack of eating, though.

So going through the weeks and months was easy.

I learned how to use a blade that year.

I cut away at my frustration.

I cut away at my excess skin.

I didn't want this.

I didn't want to be here.

What is this feeling?