CHAPTER 3: GUILT

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EVA'S POV :

"Party" I muttered the distaste clearly showing off from my tone

Lucy quickly caught up with my insecurities and said "Don't worry Eva, Ella will make you look like a super model with all her super magical tricks and OMG with the dress that I've ordered for you, no one will be able to compete you" and after a thought she added all excited "you will also beat Lucinda's daughter Jessica I'm sure. After all it's high time someone show her her place"

"Lucy" my father muttered but I could still see a slightly humored look.

"This way Miss" I heard Ella say

I started following her and from the back I could hear Lucy's voice "What?? Lucinda is always flaunting her daughter, oh how perfect and well behaved she is and her daughter which is always being a leech for the William's son. Now tonight everyone is going to see our daughter and ........" but I couldn't hear more because we were going upstairs.

We walked straight in the right hallway and stopped at the second door. Ella opened it for me and I walked in. To say this time I was not surprised nope not at all would be a complete and utter truth. The whole house was very classy and modern and it was only fair that the rooms would also be like them. The walls were covered in purple color, a big fluffy four poster queen sized bed was in the middle of the room. There were two doors one on the right and one on the left, there were bedside tables on each side of the room, a large flat screen L.C.D was on the wall and in front of it was a black couch with curves on both side you know that type of couches we see in French movies. Yup that type.

The whole room was covered by a thick black flush carpet, shiny yet soft. On the left side were large glass doors which led to the balcony.

Curious, I went to them and opened them. Wrong move, cold air hit me like a tons of bricks. It was so chilly but the background surrounding was so beautiful, so much greenery. I loved it.

Forgetting my cold momentarily I inhaled in the breeze

"Ma'am, I think you should come back inside, it's quite cold "I heard Ella say

I turned around and walked towards her "Eva" I said

"Sorry?" she said sounding surprised

I shook my head and then smiled at her "My name is Eva and you can call me by it" I said while smiling.

"But" she started saying

"No buts Ella" I said still smiling while shaking my head

"Fine" she said with a smile

"Ok, so this is the balcony" I said while pointing towards the open doors.

"Yup" she said

"And what are the other doors for? " I asked while pointing to the remaining two doors.

"This" she said while pointing to the right corner "Is your bathroom and This" while pointing to the left corner "is your walk-in-closet " she said getting all excited.

"My walk-in-closet?" I said disbelief clearly showing in my voice

"But I don't have that many clothes" I said while frowning

"Oh you don't have to worry about it, it's already filled up with everything. With all the top designer's dresses, handbags, tank tops, crop tops, jeans, jackets, skirts, heel, boots, flats and I even think there is a pair of snickers." She said sounding quite offended by the last part.

"On the contrary Mrs. Blake was really excited about you coming over here to live with them , so she did got a little over board but who can blame her. The woman is practically having her wish granted. She will finally have a daughter. "Ella said her voice laced with respect.

"Finally have a daughter? She only have sons?" I asked confused.

"No" she said while shooking her head

"Mrs. Blake had never conceived a child "she said with sadness

"Ohhh" I said blankly

After a while I realized how stupid thing it was to say. Every women's wish is to have a child at some age. No doubt she was so happy to see me. She has done so much for me. Has prepared my room so beautifully, all in my favorite color purple. How she knew this will always be a mystery to me. And what have I done in return.

Nothing, I have done nothing but insulted her, treated her like crap. The girl whom Lucy was so excited to meet, had expected her to become her daughter, to fill the hole in her chest which god knows how long was there, has given her nothing but sadness. Complete and utter sadness.

"Hey you still there?" she heard Ella ask

"Yeah, I was just thinking. Sorry I zoned out on you "I said to her with a light smile. But it was so hard to smile while a huge weight was on my chest.I quickly recognized it as GUILT

"No problem" Ella said

"So" she started saying "I think you should shower first as you came from a long flight "

"Yeah, I think you are right"

"Ok, so it is 11:00 a.m. right now and how much time will you need for your shower?" she asked

"Probably 30 minutes" I said

"Ok so it means by 11:30 A.M you will be free and the party starts at tonight 8:00 P.M. so we have to start getting ready at 5:00 P.M" she said sounding all calculative

"5:00 P.M, are you crazy? Why so early?" I almost but screamed

She shook her head and said "Girl you are really stupid to even ask that. Everyone will be looking forward to meet you. So you have to look pretty, not that you aren't no offense "

"Non taken"

"Tonight we are just going to enhance your beauty so that you outshine ALL THOSE BRATTY ATTENTION WHORES AKA ALL RICH GIRLS"

I smiled at her term

"So I have what? 5 ½ hours to sleep" I asked her groaning

"Yup" she said

"URRGH Fine" I said while loudly storming my foot towards the washroom

I heard Ella laughing while exiting the room. Oh great someone finds it funny.

I entered the washroom and it was big like really big. It was thrice the size of my previous washroom at my mother's home. There was a big modern bath tub, oh how I would love to spend so much time in it relaxing, I thought

I quickly took a quick shower because I was really tired. While brushing my teeth I saw my refection in the mirror and tilted my face to the side.

With my slightly wavy brunette dark brown hair that reach till my waist, big doe chocolate brown eyes, pale skin, a few freckles when I wrinkle my nose, full lips and a deep dimple on my right cheek. I considered myself as okay well maybe cute but not beautiful. Yes definitely not beautiful

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I jumped when I heard a door open and then close. I picked up a fluffy white towel which was on the shelf and quickly wrapped it around my body. I peeked from the bathroom door and thanked the god as their was no one.

On the bed were placed three boxes and one long bag. I would have opened them out of curiosity and looked. But I was too tired and the exhaustion was making me dizzy. I quickly opened my bag. Pulled out my favorite tweety pajamas and a plain black shirt.

After getting ready I jumped on the bed my head hit the pillow and I was dozing off to dream land

A/N : FINALLY I UPDATED I KNOW I'M SO PATHETIC AT UPDATING BUT TERRBLE THINGS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE. BUT KNOW I'M BACK AND THERE WILL BE AN UPDATE ONCE A WEEK I PROMISE. SO KEEP SMILING, BE HAPPY AND ENJOY YOUR LIVES.

LOVE,

ELLA

QUOTE OF THE DAY:

"THOUGH NO ONE CAN GO BACK AND MAKE A BRAND NEW START, ANYONE CAN START FROM NOW AND MAKE A BRAND NEW ENDING"

-CARL BARD

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