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JORDAN

The fact that everything went downhill from that moment on, is what still breaks me from the inside out today. I wish things would of went differently and I wish I still would of had him or her.

Yes you read right.

I had a miscarriage three months into the pregnancy.

The doctor said it was stress and depression. I thought everything was going to be okay.

About a month ago, I went to the doctor to hear that.

I haven't talked to Taylor. I didn't want to tell him.

I thought he didn't want it, he was just so indecisive. He called me one day.

About a week ago and told me that he didn't know if he wanted a baby right now.

I didn't have to the guts to tell him.

I still even say it out loud without crying.

I just wish everything would of went the way it was suppose to.

But not everything is suppose to go the way it's supposed to.

You can't have the cake and eat it too.

Just wish I would of stayed.

A/N short but mandatory as the story goes on I don't know how I'm going to do this but I have ideas so comment and vote and yea.:)

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