Luke was sat on the bed, across from me. He was silent, staring at me. "Baby... What is it, I'm scared. Mummy, please". He began to beg, sending pain shooting through me. I had to do this, I was going to see Jayden after. His mum and sisters would be out, I knew that. "Luke... I love you, so much. I have since the day I met you eight years ago. But I can't do this, I'm dropping each sub and I'm going to London. Alone..." Tears ran down both of our faces. "Baby girl no, please, you don't have to be my Domme anymore, you don't even have to fuck me, I don't want you to leave, please..." He begged. I shook my head, deciding against going to see Jayden. I walked out of our bedroom, leaving Luke crying and begging, shouting after me. I shut the door, going downstairs and taking a deep breath, getting my phone out and pressing Jayden's name. After a few rings he answered.
"Hi"
"Jayden.. Hey"
"I know what my name is, what do you want?"
"I brought forward my leaving date. I go tonight, I thought I'd let you know you'd no longer have to see me.."
"Wait, tonight.. As in a few hours?"
"Yes.. So I guess this is my final goodbye. Good luck baby, I hope you do amazing. Go get lilly too.. You liked her! I love you baby, I'm going now"
"Please.. No.. I can't let you just go.. I don't want Lilly, I want you"
"Like you said, you hate me, you don't want me Jayden. You hate me... Bye darling"
I hung up, shaking like mad.
I was about to leave, cuddling Luke goodbye, feeling him shake against me. I let go, picking up my keys, prepping for the long drive. I smiled, saying he could talk to me, come visit whenever. He nodded, crying. I shut the door, getting in my car, looking at his and turning mine on. I backed out the drive, taking a final look at where I'd been happy for 7 and a half years. I drove away, fighting back tears. I drove through a few streets, until something caught my eye. Jayden, running towards my... Luke's house. I stopped, getting out and shouting Jayden. He stopped, turning, running at me, hitting me and hugging me, crying. "I couldn't let you go, I knew I was too late, I knew it, I fucking knew I'd miss you. Why did you stop?". I thought, not able to answer. "Get in, we're going to pick Luke up. We're all going to London.. I can't leave you all" he smiled, a beaming smile. He said he'd run home and grab essentials, and run back to mine. I got home to Luke, seeing him look up from the stair he was sat on, quickly explaining and seeing joy run through him.
10 years later, I have a wonderful husband, 3 beautiful children and my Jayden.
