Forbidden Dedication

Chapter four (Continued): River part 2.

I decided I was sick of school so I jumped in my car and drove home.

I pulled into the drive and parked my car round the back. "What are you doing home?" My father asked. I just ignored him and continued walking in. I went into my study to prepare for the interviews. My father told me last night there was over fifty applicants plus other people who turn up. For some reason I was hoping she would turn up, I know it sounds stupid but I just had a feeling that she would be here. I know that she wouldn't even know about the interviews but I still felt that small bit of hope.

A few hours passed and it was almost time for the interviews. I could see the amount of girls piling through our vast gates and walking up the driveway. They were mostly dressed smart, blouses and tight pencil skirts. It wasn't what I was looking for; I wanted casual, no one too serious.

I was immediately thinking of Harmoni. I didn't want to feel this way. I hated this feeling! The feeling of needing her.