The first breath was deadly.
The first time I breathed in your lovely, intoxicating words.
The adrenaline was the best part.
The feeling of my body going numb was terrifying.
But that didn't stop me. No, that was one of the most lovely feelings I will ever feel.
The first time I let myself lie back and take a drag was just the start to this deadly cycle.
The way I relaxed knowing someone like you was entering my body.
You became my blood. All of my body was made up of you.
I knew how bad of a decision that was but I couldn't stop myself.
I wanted to breathe you in.
The way it made me feel so alive even though you were killing me.
Oh how anxious I am without you.
I would say I even became addicted to the high of you.
