MY BAD LOVE (exo sehun fanfic)

CHAPTER 9 : FLASHBACK FEELINGS

MI RAES POV.
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Jungkook

"M-mi rae is that really you?" He said , and i nodded "wow" i heard him whisper

I blushed then looked down , shit , why am i blushing , ugh enough , i started to look up and see jungkooks face

"Why are you here anyways?" I said coldly , without stuttering phew

"Im...just giving jessica her lunch" ouch , i dont know why but why did i felt like my heart was stab by a thousand knives

"O-oh umm okay" then awkwardness came , "eherm" jungkook broke the aura around us

"So ... i gotta go" i said as i was starting to open the door , "wait!" Jungkook held my hand

"Uhmmm... can you forgive me?" He said as i remember all the pain he did to me

~~FLASHBACK~~

"Oppa! Oppa!" I said as i was holding a gift at the back of my hands and i was jumping

"Mi rryyy" jungkook oppa said as we united! "Oppa! Since its your last day here today i bought you a gift" i said as i smiled

He looked at it , and as he open it he frowned "w-whats wrong oppa? Dont you like my gift?" I said while shaking him

Then he dropped the gift and tried to destroy it "oppa! Oppa!" I said as i was crying

Then he started to run away as i started to chase him , he stopped at the soccer field

I saw him making out with a girl , i saw him making out with jessica

Then i heqrd thwm talking "baby its done , i did what you told me to do" jungkook said as he was kissing jessica

"Everything i did to mi rae was fake , all our sweetness , are all OVER , i really hated mi rae at first and until now , i did what you told me to do TO BREAK MI RAES HEART"

His last part was kinda heartbreaking

Then after that jungkook was holding jessicas legs all the way to her womanhood and to her breast then they started to do it at public

"FAKERS!!!" I shouted as jungkook was shocked that i was hiding behind the tree

"Wait! I can explain" he said but i didnt listen , i was afraid that i might be hurt twice this day i ran very fast until i was out of sight

~~END~~

I started to release my hand from him "ugh i need to wash my hand i was touched by a FAKER , i may caught YOUR sickness"

I said coldly while walking away awesomely , "you deserve it jeon jungkook" i whispered

Then i really did wash my hand A COUPLE TIMES , as i was washing i felt warm , wet water on my eye , i didnt realize i was crying

"Ugh , stupid tear" i said wiping my tears "stupid jungkook" i cursed him "stupid..." then i started to kneel crying and crying all over again

For just some dumb boy , "me" i added

"Why does it have to be me?! Why did i do wrong to feel this kind of feeling?! Why does it have to be me heartbroken?! In this story why can i be the one who was left?! Who was chasing for a stupid boy who cant even love me for who i am?! For who i really am?! I've been so stupid! So stupid to make the biggest mistake for falling inlove with a man who cant love me?! Life is just so cruel! Life is unfair! I cant even control my own feelings !! All i wish is to find a man who can love me like i do! And im the one who was broken when its all that boys fault?! Im the one who was left! Im the one who was lonely!! I wish it could've been him , so he can taste all the bad things he has done to me, i wish he can feel what i felt thay day!! THAT DAY WHEN HE LEFT ME , FAKED ME , HURTED ME!!! I want him to feel...............THE PAIN THAT STILL IN MY HEART"

I whispered my last word and kept punching the mirror , even if my knuckle was bleeding

"M-mi rae?" Oh my ghad , sehun , did he heard all of that "what?" I coldly said facing backwards so he cant see me crying

"I-im done signing up the contract-" i didnt let him finish instead i left him , it was mean but i dont care he doesnt need to know what happend to me

SEHUNS POV.

Ouch . Mi rae just left me here standing , but i dont have the right to be hurt cause im not the one who was broken

If you ask me if i heard it yes , i heard her , i heard her cursing the boy named 'jungkook'

I heard everything , every single word , i know she was crying but i dont know why i dont like to see her crying its the first time i dont want to see a girl cry

Back in my old school , i was the one who always makes a girl cry , i got into many fights thats why i got kicked out .

So i started to chase her with no hesitations , i dont care if she punch me kick me or anything , she still needs someone to talk to

As i was running and looking for mi rae , i saw someone shouting at the girl... wait is that

JESSICA?!

After that the boy left , she turned her head to see me and she has an shock expression on her face

"S-sehun?!" She said getting closer to me , i didnt move even for 1 inch "why a-are you h-here?!" She asked

And i ignored her and continued to search for mi rae soon she chased me , "sehun!" She said "OH SEHUN!!" She held my shoulders and made me face her

"Forgive me" she said i sighed "no" i replied coldly , "jebal" she said and pleaded

"Idiot stand up" i said and she smiled and hugged me , i pushed her

"I dont want to see you after this arraeso?" I said and left her crying

"Sehun..." she said as her voice cracked , so i looked back saw her kneeling down and crying

"Sehun..." she looked at me "im so sorry sehun , im sorry i left you , im sorry i made you cry , im sorry for being so cruel , im sorry i broke your heart , im sorry you cant sleep that day because of me , im sorry you didnt left your room , im sorry for .... faking you .... sorry for EVERYTHING , i want you back! I want someone to comfort me! Someone to hug , someone to Love truly so please come back to me pleas"

She knelt down begging me , her arms united while she was crying

"Stand up" i said she stood "everybody deserves a second chance" i smiled she smiled too and hugged me

"Im so happy i have you AGAIN" i smiled and kissed her "saranghaeyeo" i said "nado saranghaeyeo" then our arms united

Everybody deserves a 2nd chance :)

~♡♥~♡♥~♡♥~♡♥~♡♥~♡♥~♡♥~♡♥~♡♥~♡♥~♡♥~
Ugh...i hate jehun i like serae! ㅈㅅ ... ㅣ 해주세요 츼!!

Oh BTW I'm pretty! Haha just kidding :)

-xoxo authornim