Halloween [ Ricky Horror]

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*Savannah POV *

Being in my hometown isn't what I thought it would be.There was a dread feeling hanging in the cold air.I know everything about this place and have a story for every street corner.

Every street I walk down I see familiar faces.Some stop to talk to me,others quickly walk past me because they remember the school dance.Something inside me wants to stop them and tell them I'm so sorry but I don't need to apologize.

Perfect timing.Its perfect.The school dance to raise money for the volleyball team.A ticket cost four dollars and I just happen to have that.By the dance I won't have a penny to my name but—god will I have a story.And the best part I have two weeks to plan my goodbye.

I shiver as a big gust of wind pushes down from the Appalachian mountains.Home sweet,Tennessee,with the freaking coldest winter.

All the side walks are covered with a good six inches of snow and the skies are grey.There are some people here and there but most are at home wasting away the rest of their Christmas eve waiting until tomorrow.

We got in early this morning.Motionless and Everlasting are staying at my friends house while Annisokay flew back to Germany.

I told Ricky to stay there and get to sleep.My tone was harsh.I told him I needed some time by myself.It was mean of me to do that but he completely understood.

Why?Why do people have to feel this way?Maxine just keeps yelling and yelling at me for nothing.After a while of her yelling at me this loud ringing starts in my ears.I keep telling her to shut up but she doesn't listen.She keeps telling me she'all be better off when I'm gone.If she only really knew that she'll be better off in only a couple of days.I blackout from the loud ringing.This is the third night in a row its happened.She needs to stop drinking and start taking care of her kid.She needs to stop telling me to get over it because I can't get over it.It'll take a lifetime at best.She only says it because grandma love me more.I need her love back but its not coming.That's why I'm going to join her.