i was alone
and the darkness said
hello. he has always
been my first love.
i was alone
and the darkness
kissed my brow
and said hello.
when
my friends planned parties
i would not be invited to
he held me down and showed me
how to stick two fingers
down my throat.
i was alone and my
darkness said hello.
it has been seven years
since a blade first
graced my skin and
he is the only one i
have ever let
in.
