I'm home after school doing my homework, barely. I can't stop thinking about cutting. I start playing my violin to distract myself, it usually works. Its not working so i listen to music, but its just itching the back of my mind. Finally, i can't stand it any longer. I grab my scissors and run for the bathroom, locking the door and turning on the fan. I just stand there looking at myself in the mirror listening to music. I had to be standing there for about 15 minutes, contemplating doing it or not, i finally cut. Immediately after I'm done.i fall to the floor crying gripping my knees to my chest. As I'm silently sobbing and listening to music, i hear someone knock on the door. "You almost done? I gotta take a shower?," its just Jessie. "Yeah, hold on," i manage to get out. I clean myself up and grab a towel and run to my room holding my towel over my forearms. Its about 10:00pm, tonights gonna be a long night.
~Authors note~
I wrote a really good chapter, and i got so pissed because i saved it but didnt publish it so now its gone. But i just decided to change it with this chapter. Videos are not mine.
