Confessions (Haylor A/U)

Chapter 1

Taylor's pov

"Abigail, leave the cat alone", I sighed lifting the little girl away from the cat. She looked up at me with her big green eyes and her chin began to wobble.

"DADDY", she wailed and ran for the kitchen door. Harry came in and Abigail knocked into his leg and fell over. She started crying even harder.

"Oh I'm sorry baby girl", Harry soothed her as he lifted her into his arms.

"Mummy's mean", she huffed folding her arms crossly and staring devils at me.

"Yeah mums is a big meanie pie", Harry agreed looking at me his eyes filled with amusement.

"Can I have a kiss?" Harry asked before putting Abigail down. She nodded her head and planted a slobbery kiss on Harry's lips. "Thank you sweetheart", he smiled as he put her down and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.

"Abs here is your egg". I called and the little girl came running towards me her light brown loose curls bouncing.

"Yay", she cheered as I put her onto the toddler chair that was placed on a proper chair.

"How are you baby?" Harry asked coming towards me.

"Wretched, Jase's teeth were at him and he barely slept", I yawned.

"Oh come here you sexy momma", he said playfully pulling me towards him by my robe.

"I know I'm such a hot momma", I giggled winking at him.

"Hot mama, hot mama", Abigail chanted from the table, I stared at her open mouthed.

"I forgot she has started copying what we say", I chuckled lightly at the little girl who was still chanting hot momma. All of a sudden crying was heard. "Jason", I sighed heading up the stairs to get him.

"Hey baby boy. You Okay?" I asked as I lifted the tiny baby out of his light brown cot. The smell of pooh from tiny boy was quite unbeleiveable.  "Ewww, I'll have to clean you up now", I pouted and walked down the stairs.

"Morning smelly", Harry laughed wrinkling his nose at the smell coming from Jason's nappy.

"Yeah mommy has to clean a smelly one now", I scolded a frown crossing my face.

"Here hunnie I'll clean it you got get a bottle ready", he offered kissing me on the head. I nodded and let him take Jason from me.

"Momma", Abigail called from across the room.

"Yeah baby girl?" I questioned coming over to her.

"I'm finished", she said pushing her bowl away from her.

"Well done Abs", I congratulated her and lifted her out of the chair.

"Where's Jase?" she asked, eyes filled with wonderment, the eyes the exact same colour as her fathers.

"With Daddy", I told her pointing to the bathroom where the big changing mat was. She smiled then ran as fast as her little legs could carry her which made me laugh. I shook my head laughing quietly, cleaning up Abigail's breakfast.

"He is in the cot in the living room", Harry said as he entered the kitchen.

"Thanks", I smiled kissing him on the cheek.

"I'll see you tonight Tay", he called as he headed out the door.

"Bye", I called as I heard the front door slam shut. That's it that is how every single morning went by. I had to quit my job when I had Jason because it was too much too handle, looking after two under the age of two, and work. I wasn't spending enough time with them and it was killing me. We have more than enough money triple the amount regular families get. Although I would love to spend a lot more time with him and I would love for the kids to see their father more.

"Ok who's ready to paint a picture for mommy?", I called in excitement.

Harry's pov

"Fucking red lights", I shouted banging on my steering wheel. If I wasn't late enough already, this wasn't helping especially since my new assistant was coming today. "Come on", I screamed at the driver in front of me, who seemed to not have seen the green light in front of him. I sped the rest of the way to work and quickly hurried into the big building.

"Mr, Styles, Ms. Jenner is waiting outside your office for you", Siobhan called over from her desk. I nodded my head at her and quickly got into my elevator and pressed the button for the top floor. Finally for what seemed like forever I arrived.

"I'm sorry for keeping you waiting, Ms. Jenner", I said smoothly as I approached the sexy brunet sitting on a chair outside my office.

"It's totally fine Mr. Styles", Kendall said following me into my huge office.

"Just call me Harry, I like using first names around here", I explained, making up a lie since I already forgot hers and needed to know it.

"Well in that case, just call me Kendall", Kendall smirked.

"Well then Kenadall, let me explain to you how things work around here", I smiled rubbing my hands together.

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It was now two o'clock and my friend Liam should be here any minute.

"Liam", I smiled as I seen him walking towards my office which was made of total glass.

"Hi Hazza", Liam smirked as he entered my office.

"Hey Liam, how has it been going?" I asked him as he pulled a seet in front of me and through me over a sandwich.

"Great. How have you and Taylor been?" he asked and my heart did not even flutter at the sound of her name, it's been like that now for ages, I just don't think I feel the same as I use to for her.

"Fine, but man I'm not sure what is wrong with me. I love her so fucking much but I don't know if I'm not sure if I'm IN love with her as much as I use to be", I tried to explain and Liam nodded his head for me to go on. "Our relation ship use to be fun, and full of excitement. We use to fight and have brilliant sex afterwards. I worked a lot even then and yet she'd still manage a way to sneak her way into my office and make out with me or just bring me lunch. I miss the adrenaline I use to get just by hearing her voice or smiling like a fucking goofball at the sound of her name. Yes I love her and the kids to the moon and back but I just find this life sort of boring", I explained in detail, my thoughts and feelings something I don't share with anyone note even Taylor.

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A/n Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa I've started my new Haylor fanfic. I'm so excited to start writing this.