Chapter 9

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AN:
Hello you all! This Chapter is.. Pretty emotional and depressive. So if you have problems with that just continue with the next chapter I'll update soon x
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Harry's eyes were huge as they stared at Niall who shoved a whole load of cereal into his mouth, all too big but it did fit. Somehow.

How??

Louis was chuckling behind him, small soft hands drawing patterns on his tummy while Harry just stared until Niall stopped and flicked an eyebrow up.

"Whut?" He mumbled in confusion around the cereal causing both, Harry and Louis to laugh even harder.

"And I thought my mouth would be big.." Harry mumbles and blushed softly as Louis smirked and continued to munch on his pancakes.

They were having blueberry pancakes with small banana stripes on top of them.

Despite the warmth Harry was feeling, he was getting sad. He was just hoping that Will would be in a good mood today but first of all, he didn't want to leave Louis. But he had things to sort out. He had to get a clear head, had to be honest with both of them.

And he had to decide for one. But Harry snuggled forward up in Louis chest and sighed.

"Gotta have to head home.." He was turning to Louis with big green eyes and cuddled towards him further, giggling shyly as he buried his face in Louis neck.

In Louis that he loved to smell, loved to feel against him, Louis that was so innocent and pure and happy..

He loved the smaller boys warmth.
Hell, he loved all of him.

Louis' lip jutted out in a pout but he nodded his head and placed his chin on Harry's shoulder.

"Gonna miss you.." He mumbled and held Harry even tighter. Harry made him feel warm.. Really warm from the inside. He was making him happy.

"Miss you too.." Harry smiled and pecked Louis lip lovingly, adoring the tingling feeling it was leaving on his lips, before shoving a whole pancake in his mouth flicking his eyebrow up at Niall, a challenging expression plastered on his face.

"Oh do you really wanna start this Styles..? You're going to loose. Everyone is loosing against me." Niall's eyes twinkled in amusement but before Harry could answer Louis lifted him up and shook his head.

"God you're like two little boys. And No I'm not your daddy" he groaned but smiled fondly at both of them before he walked upstairs with Harry, trying to at least say a proper goodbye.

His mind was still busy with what happened last night. Why did Harry hide such a big thing from him?

He didn't tell Niall, kept it to himself instead. But who on earth would do that to someone..

As Louis closed the door behind him, hand still on the doorknob he felt Harry's arms go around his waist pulling him back to him with a shaky exhale.

"I wish you'd tell me what's going on in that pretty head of yours.." Louis whispered after a while leaning his forehead against the door in front of him.

"I.. Am I not enough for you? I don't understand what's wrong but something is. Don't I make you happy?" Louis small voice spoke up softly, eyes falling to the floor. He didn't understand.

He slowly turned around in Harry's arms only to be met with green big eyes that looked so lost and sad that it was almost making him cry, too.

"Fuck I've fallen in love with you Harry!" Louis groaned and ran a hand through his hair, sheer frustration in his face.

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