I was doing so good i even started laughing and smiling without it feeling wrong but lately ive been drowning again and i dont like it. Nobody notices because i put on fake smiles and fake laughs but i dont think i can do this anymore. I really need people to realize that im slowly once again fading so they can stop me before its to late.
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