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Rachel_hope: Do you ever feel like giving up? Like death is easier than living itself. How do you get rid of that feeling?
Sharminforreal: Death is easier, but it is also considered giving up which no one wants to do that. Fight for it. Only thing that I actually listened to believe it or not was “Just keep swimming.” :) It will always get better, or at least I’ve been told that. I hope it’s true.
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Niall POV
It’s been weeks. Literally. And she has done NOTHING. Nothing horrible. All it has been is smiles and laughing. I don’t think it’s the happy pills that are bringing it on that badly. It’s something else. She’s eating, she’s drinking fine. Nothing horrible.
That right there is what is worrying me. It’s like waiting for a bomb to blow up but this one is on a ticking clock that doesn’t know the time. So it just keeps ticking.
Tick…
Tock…
Tick..
Toc-
“What are you thinking about?” Sharmin asked looking up from my lap. I look down to see her staring up at me with wide wondrous eyes while her head still down there.
“Nothing.” I shrug looking at the movie we were watching.
“You were moving your head side to side. It was starting to bother me. You kept shaking me. I was trying to sle- watch the movie.” She noted smiling.
Liam snorted beside me. “I think he’s watching the wrong movie.” Caroline commented next to Liam laughing.
“Or listening to some music and not even watching the movie.” Sharmin made a point loudly sitting up, her legs swinging off the side of the couch and onto the front like normal people.
“I am watching Toy Story!” I exclaim.
“No he isn’t.” Liam shook his head amused.
“You can admit it.” Sharmin adds amused.
“Yeah, come on. I dare you.” Caroline giggled.
“No no, it’s cool man.” I stretch backwards lazily but then catch Shar when she leans down on my shoulder.
“Mm, warmth.” She mumbles. I grin to what she said in a dirty way.
“Well, I hear that there is more warmth when-“
“NOT NOW.” Caroline whacks me with a pillow over the chest, hitting Shar in the face as well.
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The One Who Saved Me (1D fanfic)
FanfictionI scrounge around the magazine section and look past the little girl magazines that I used to read. Seventeen and teen vogue and twist all filled with that boy band. Ugh... I flip through them, laughing at what they until I get to the one direction...
