Chest of Poems

Entry no. 10 -Strength?

These past days,

I realized...

That the more you got ascribed to something,

The harder it gets to let it go.

But when you did,

Soon you can't avoid to get attach again.

And just the same as before,

It is painful to let go.

Moving on is always something sad for me.

Yet, I don't know why I'm always moving on.

People always leave then return.

They never get tired of this cycle.

Then one day,

Something changed,

It's too late when I realized...

That I developed the tendency to prevent myself from making bonds with other people.

Instead, I severe these bonds even before they start forming.

Is this the lesson I am supposed to learn?

I don't know.

But I can conclude one thing.

I'm not sure if I'm getting stronger,

Because maybe...

I'm just getting colder,

And who knows if this is real strength.